Sotong Under The Sea

Ilfracombe, Devon

2011-08-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

With all the riots and looting going on in London, it's a good time to go off for a relaxing weekend getaway.
Wanted to go to Cornwall at first but then due to some minor issues we changed the plan and decided to go to Ilfracombe.
At first, I thought it will be a boring holiday cause i don't do relaxing and sight seeing holidays that much. I always go for adventurous and exciting ones.. :P But it turned out to be really good. Maybe I needed that break, that getaway from all the stress and polluted environment.
Although the weather ain't as good as we expected, but nothing stop us. We still managed to have fun ! Food are really good there, price are sooooo reasonable. Double booze only cost 2 pounds !!!! In London it will probably cost 8 pounds?? lol
I'll leave the rest of the descriptions to the pictures. Don't want to nag too much here.. :)

I have a dream

2011-08-11T05:33:00.000+08:00

I have a dream. A dream that I never want to tell anyone cause I used to think everyone is going to laugh at me.
But come to think of it now, it's not funny after all. It's my dream. :)
For those who knew me in person, you might never expect this.
But here it is, I'm spitting it out :P
My dream is to surf.. I want to go to South Africa for the summer just to learn how to surf. I've never had a chance to actually learn how to surf when I was younger. Wave back home ain't big enough for surfing. I'm turning 22 soon. I know it might be a bit late to learn how to surf, but nothing is too late if you really want it.
I love the sun and the ocean. Just came back from Napa a month ago and I've already want to go back again. Actually don't mind working there for the summer. But well I have to come back to the reality after all. Got a job in an interior design company as an intern and doing a project for an ocean villa in Jamaica. Actually made me want to go back even more.
You might be wondering, why South Africa? Well, I always wanted to go there. I want to get to know that place, get to explore it. I knew there are lots of nice beaches and bays over there. Love the culture too! I know when it comes to surfing everyone will think of Australia, California etc.. But I just want to go South Africa.
I'm not those kind of person that is willing to sit in the office from 9-5. I'm a free spirit. I might sound too young to actually say this. Who knows what will happen in 5 years time. I might be a mum of 3 kids. But that is not I really want :S I wish I'm far far away from where I am now, perhaps travel to many places that I can't finish telling all the stories in one night?
I live my life once, I really want to make full use of it before it ends.
I know people always say, work hard and earn more money and you get to do what you want after. What if I worked really hard and only get slightly wealthy when i was in my 40? can I still learn how to surf? I doubt so.
I know it's too early to actually say anything. But it's a dream, and I never give up !
Hopefully I'll be able to learn how to surf end of this year. South Africa here I come :)

xx
Reanne

Hey peeps I'm back

2011-04-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Again been MIA for ages. Sorry about that. Been really really busy with uni and teaching stuff.
Well it's my final semester so I really have to be committed. But well, still not committed enough :P

What more else can I say, I'm in London !! And I love it here :P

Used to stick with my laptop all night in FB, Twitter and blogs. But now, I barely touch them, awww I felt soooo old. But I will try to catch up. Missed out lots of stuff back home. :(

Anyway, just a quick update :)

with love,
Reanne

Hohoho~ Christmas is around the corner

2010-12-04T07:08:00.001+08:00

Hoho poeples~
I know my blog is almost dead, pardon me with the lack mojo and the stress I have for my uni work. I will try to update my blog more often. I WILL TRYYY !

Been busy with the uni work, like seriously busy as christmas is around the corner and the 2 competition are due after xmas. I do not want to spend my xmas holidays with my uni work T_T Have to get them done beforehand !! ISH~ The annoying dissertation is also due after xmas too.. god bless !

What I've been up to? Finding houses, lol~ We thought we could find a house and have our own frosty and roast turkey, but apparently it's not gonna happen. Most of the houses were taken :( We called like 20 agents and ALL OF THEM WERE GONE.. FML ! I just hope we get a house before xmas so I can decorate the xmas tree, hang my socks at the fire place (if they have one), make my own Frosty the snowman and of course SNOW BALL FIGHT !! hohoho~ *dream on me*

Obviously, london has changed me. I'm one size bigger from what I used to be. And errrr, I have dark hair now (gone my lovely haircolor) and with no fringe. Unbelievable? It's true. I cannot believe them myself :P But screw it, couldn't be bothered.

My best entertainment now is hang out in the kitchen.. LOL. Playing UNO, Monopoly and enjoying our home made drinks. :D I really had fun although it sounds lame. That's the only thing we can do when all of us are bored staying in this so-called-jail-room !

Class was canceled today due to harsh weather. Good in a way, I have a day off :P But insted of spending this day doing uni work, I went to Westfield with my babe Elena and finally got myself a pair of boots. hoho :P I'm starting to feel xmas with all the lights and deco, last but not least the SONGS !

I hope everybody is not going anywhere during xmas or else I'll be effing boring here... !! Someone please come up with some plans !~ I'm serious :)

Oh ya, I've stopped the latin class. :( sad case I know. But I really do not have the extra time and travel all the way there just to have 2 hours class. I love it and I really want to . But it's really time consuming travel all the way there. Hope I'll find some place nearer, any suggestion? :)

Okay that's it for now. Just an update of what happened to me recently. And make sure my blog is not dead. :) Cheers~ got to go to the kitchen with my mates. xx toodles.

The Monopoly night

2010-11-18T09:17:00.002+08:00

I was supposed to do my dissertation tonight. But I ended up playing Monopoly with the roomies.. =.=

Well, even though I didn't do anything, we had fun chatting and CRAPPING. Finally, we are getting along and this flat look more ALIVE.. thank god ~

I had fun tonight, hope you guys feel the same too.

Gonna sleep now, just feel like posting ;D Toodles~ xx

Quick and Easy Salad

2010-11-14T03:19:00.000+08:00

I've been sick thinking of what to cook every single day. What should I cook for breakfast, lunch or dinner.. Grrrrr It just pisses me off every time when I think of cooking. How great is that when all my meals are done when I'm back, I don't even need to go through the grocery shopping, preparing, cooking and washing. :( I miss Maria

So I tried to make some salad I ate once in a restaurant here. It's easy and healthy ! :)
Finally I'm starting to eat fresh food. haha :D

Ingredients : - Baby Spinach
                   - Mozarella Cheese
                   - Cherry Tomatoes
                   - Honey and Mustard sauce

EASY, mix everything together and taaaaaadaaaaa DONE ! *lame*
It tastes soooo good. Well, with the cheese of course, add chicken breast or mushroom if you want :D

Healthy + easy


Had stuffed tomato for lunch. My roomate - Elena gave me one to try out. It's some sort of Greek food I guess, taste sooooo good anyway.. thanks ~

btw, I'm going to keep my fringe long and make it center parted. muahahahahahahahaha XD

Hang in there

2010-11-09T07:18:00.002+08:00

Yay~! I'm finally a smart phone user. Just got my Iphone 4 today and frankly, I don't really know how to use it.. :P As you know, I'm not a gadget person, and I don't really fancy them. The reason why I need this Smart phone is because we need to access to internet all the time during class and uhm, I can't be running down to the library just to surf something every single time. Well, call it an excuse if you want. :x

Things have been really really hard for me this week. Grrrrr or should I say since I came to London. Everything I do just doesn't work the way I want. Things have been really really hard for me. But I'm still here, hanging there. Trying my very best to struggle to the top and make sure I don't fall. Be tough~

It's getting colder and colder. I hate cold weather ! I used to sleep at 26 degree when I was back in Malaysia ( call me psycho, I just can't stand the cold ). I don't know how am I going to survive during the winter. But I have to =.=The weather turned dark so early, it's all dark during 4pm, soooo depressing. It makes me think that it's time to sleep. And it makes me feel so lazy and sleepy ALL THE TIME !

My lily flower is growing... yeeeeepeeeee~ the whole room is so dead, so I got myself a plant. Hopefully I won't kill it :D

Somebody, please come and visit me :P I'm so busy but I want to explore more about London, and I need a companion... someone, please?

Get well soon Sotong, I need to get rid of the specs ! Grrrrr

Toodles, xx

Work hard for what you want

2010-11-04T22:08:00.001+08:00

Went with a flu and turned out to be a fool.

Things have never been easy for me. Who doesn't feel the same?
I guess everybody have the same thoughts.
It's just depends on how you see things, whether it is in a positive or negative way.
But whatever it is, I don't believe in miracle (yea I just don't).
So I will never make myself believe that there will be a miracle when I screwed things up, how sad is that. lol
I need to learn, to know that things won't just come by your door step. They won't wait for you.
If you missed it, you are screwed :P
So whenever, where ever and whatever you are doing, DO YOUR BEST. You won't know when the chance will come. :)
Work hard for what you want~ I always say this. Sibeh kolot but it works.

Toodlers

xx

Happy Halloween :)

2010-11-01T02:47:00.000+08:00

It's Halloween and none of us has plan for it. It was though a very last minute thingy. But we made it :D Had fun too !~ And because we need to set our clock an hour back, we get to enjoy another hour more :3 muahahaha~

Thanks guys, I really had fun. :)

Captain Hook :) Love the hook and the tattoo !

The devil :D didn't put much effort on it but I kinda love it still.

Lina the dead bride. Great success. photogenic make up !!

Mr. smashed Iphone

With his wonderful apps.

Hmmm, let me try if the apps work XD

It's been almost 2 months.

2010-10-30T04:56:00.001+08:00

Wooooosh~ Time flies. It's been almost 2 months since I've been to London. If you ask me how is my life here, I'll say "I'm fine". That explains all huh? I guess so. :p

Been really lazy to update my blog, I'm sorry. I promise I'll keep you guys update :D

Started my job training already. Hmm, kinda nervous though. Teaching is never that easy after all. Applying what you know on your assignment is totally different from teaching. We have to aware about the bully issue, the child abuse issue and also the different standard of understanding among them. But it will be definitely be interesting. Still cannot imagine myself wearing formal and working in my placement.. :D Waiting for the second job training though, hope it doesn't clash with my timetable..

I'm back to dancing again. It's always great to get back to dance. I just feel so relax and happy whenever I'm dancing. It's not like I'm born with the talent, but I believe when you really like something, you work hard for it. :) Been to the team tryouts, didn't really get in cause I don't know ballroom dance..sigh~ *disappointed* But they found me someone and we are having another tryout this Wednesday, hope it works *finger crossed* But the height is really an issue for me. I'm way too short.. Hmmmm, height is never a problem when I was in Malaysia though. lol

Halloween is coming soon :p Going to get some costumes tomorrow, hopefully. Trick or treat :P

Went to the cinema in London yesterday, my very first time. But I still prefer cinema in Malaysia. They are a lot cheaper and the cinema are way better than the one here. :p But anyway, it's always a first time. :) Looking forward to the SAW 3D though... wuuuuuhoooo~

Fun fair near the cinema


Elena :) xx

That's it for today, gotta get my ass back to my dissertation. zzzz

Toodles peeps :) xx

Just for you :)

2010-10-20T03:13:00.002+08:00

Do you still wait for me at the door everyday?
Do you still feel excited when you hear the sounds of my car?
Do you still bang my room door with your head every morning?
Do you still bite stuff that you are not supposed to?
Do you miss me like I do?
...
Did you pee on my bed again???? Hmmph~

I miss you baby~

Haha, just being lame, I gotta get back to my dissertation. Ciaoz~

The weather makes me feel sleepy

2010-10-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog. The weather is making me sleep more and more, EAT MORE AND MORE :( I never feel full , never satisfied after any meal. Probably because of the weather.. sigh~ And yea, I can't get rid of junk food *ahem ahem* although I promised someone to stop and take them once a week? But I'm taking them everyday? I'm so dead. -.-

Starting to get myself back on track with all the researches, course works etc etc. And also finding myself a flat to move out. Hmmmm~ But it's kinda hard to find some place nice and cheap, it's LONDON :(

Have no time to do my Latin tryouts. But I will try to attend their classes this Wednesday. I seriously need to sweat !~ And since I brought my shoes here, I can't be putting them aside and collect dust. kekeke :D

Homesick? Not at all :p haha. I talked to my dad via FB everday and I crapped with Bel all the time. But I miss my baby Poco though. He can't Skype nor chatting with me online. But my dad does update me from time to time. Hope he will remember me when I go back. :)

Halloween is coming, then Christmas. Yay~ But of course my birthday comes first. I don't have the exciting feelings that I used to have back then. Maybe because my friends and family is not here with me and it could be because they have already thrown me a surprise party before I came. :D But I definitely will do something on my birthday.. haha

I've been doing the housework everyday, unbelievable isn't it. Cause this freaking place is just full of dust, even though I cleaned it daily. And due to my sinus problem, I have to. Carpet flooring throughout is never a place for me, hate it ! I'm so going to be another Annabel - the clean freak. Maybe when I go back, I don't need a maid anymore... Sorry Maria :P

My hair is getting longer and longer, I have to trim myself every week. EVERY WEEK!! I used to trim only 2 weeks once in Malaysia. The weather is making my hair grows! Okay, I'm blaming everything to the weather now XD So I decided to keep everything long, the fringe too. Bah~ I know short fringe suites me more. But I couldn't be bothered to trim every effing week.

It's Monday, and I should be heading to the library. I'm just too lazy to get out. Someone come and visit me please.. haha :) That's it for now, I'm going to clean my bathroom now... muahahaha..

Toodles reader.. Miss you guys <3

Mexican Dinner with Margaritas..

2010-10-14T07:12:00.001+08:00

I know it's been awhile since I update my blog. Been busy you know, with the dissertation, getting around and of course the tons of course work. It wasn't as bad as the first week since I came here. It's getting better, I'm starting to love this place (I mean London not the area I stay). lol~

How I wish I could find a place and move out now. :( Hope Marie could find a place at her area for me.. *finger crossed* teeeeheeee~

Went to find Marie, it's her birthday. Didn't get her anything but I promise, I'll get you something :) Hope you enjoy your night as I enjoyed it very much.. Cheers~ Love the Enchiladas and of course the Margaritas.. wuuuhooo~

Hereby, I wish you have a wonderful year ahead. May all your dreams and wishes come true. :) And of course, hope you get to go to places you want and bring me along.. lol~

I want to go to Mexico, so badly.. :(

Awesome Birthday girl <3

Margaritas with Mango flavour

Enchiladas *yum yum*

I had a great night, thanks :D

Back on the track

2010-10-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps, sorry it's been a busy week after class started. I will try my best to blog as much as I could to keep you guys update :)

It's been a week and I've already have tons of coursework. Everything came together and I guess I'm going to have my brain stuck. The coursework are interesting but of course it's "heavy". By heavy I mean lots of research, thinking, brain-storming etc.

But I do have some interesting coursework that I really longed for it. I took up an elective module for Advanced Computer Design. We are going to learn Advanced Vray and 3D Studio Max.. which are really great :D and our first project will be designing our own 3D Model. :) But speaking of which, we are not allowed to grab 3D Model and drop it to a scene or space ( not like what we used to do in Pratique). Here, we have to draw everything by ourselves, from tiny little screw to the whole architecture building or even a car. And we have to know about the mechanism of each and every furniture we are using. This is pretty scary but exciting. I can imagine myself slamming my keyboard already. But I am looking forward to it. :)

We have another course which is Branding and Presentation, which I think is very important for all designer out there. Branding is really important. Presentation too. :p In this modules, we need to create storyboard,video, and lot's of photography. Interesting isn't it?

What's killing me is the dissertation. 5000 words. This will require a lot of research. Grammar, spelling and vocabulary have to be super good. Primary and secondary sources :| Never knew design course will need to do dissertation. But I will do whatever it takes to get good grades :)

We have internships too.. which is really good :) We get to choose to continue working here after we graduate or go back to our country. really good experience though.

What excites me most is the competitions. We are joining 2 competitions and these are a really good chance to expose ourselves in the Design field. This is where people can spot your talent and is a place where you can exhibit your work. Most of our seniors got into good firm from these competition. So I consider myself very lucky to get the chance to join :)

That's it for now, you must be scratching your head cause you don't know anything I'm talking about. Don't mind me, I'm just getting too excited when it comes to my course. :)

Take care peeps. xx

A day out to Camden :)

2010-10-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

Kooi Bee came to overnight at my place and we had fun in Camden. Though the weather is bad, but we still manage to get to places. It's really nice to see her again after a year :) haha

It's been raining cats and dogs almost everyday here. Probably that means winter is coming very soon :D

This is the last weekend before class starts. I guess by then I will be back in track like I used to be. Busy with coursework, rushing here and there. sigh~ Hope it won't be too busy for the first month. :(

Have an interview for a job tomorrow too. Finger crossed for it.. :D *good luck*

Camden Town

Look at those cool buildings :p

How pretty is this.. <3


Horse Tunnel Market

Plates !!!

The bike seating space is soooo cute !

Inside the Horse Tunnel market. Full d vintage and antiques items. Clothing, Suitcases, hats, books, magazines, posters, instruments. etc

How I wish I could own them all !!! Love it so so so much. One day, I will get one. haha

Oxford !

Turkey Evil Eye for one pound each.

Ahhhhh~~ My favorite CHURROS !!! I had the half & half which contain both caramel and chocolate sauce. wooolala~


It has fillings too. ANNABEL, I'm sure you miss this too :p

Vintage stuff !!!!!

Lunch~ Lamb shoulder with Yorkshire pudding, stuffed balls, carrots, broccoli, green peas and potatoes. *yum*

Sotong's homemade wrap !

Not bad huh :p

Where are all the party people?

2010-10-02T04:35:00.001+08:00

First attempt to twist my fringe up. My hair is a messed now. No time to trim it myself :(

Yesterday was the International Students Party. Went out with Marie during the afternoon and hung around Oxford Street. Couldn't really find what we were supposed to find. Awwww~ Wanted to buy every single things we see but we knew we can't :p

Went back to dress up and left to The Rocket. The party was supposed to start at 7pm but we went there at 8pm and the party wasn't started yet. The place wasn't really hard to find. We found it once we saw the whole crowd outside the club. Waited for almost an hour outside and I was freezing queue-ing there. damn~

We thought it will be fun and happening. But FML, it wasn't. Not at all. The music was bad, the atmosphere was even worse. Most of the people just stuck with their own group. And we were there wandering around drinking. =.= Really really boring, no kidding. Where is the DJ? Where are the hitz music? Why is he singing and who is he??????

Well, no offense. He wasn't that bad, I just prefer the original singer, that's it. Left quite early and we swear the next one will be a lot better than this.. hahahaha. But luckily Marie was there with me, else I'll be rotting in there alone.. :p

She is really lovely. Nice and friendly too :)

Glad to know her

Eating like a King :)

2010-09-29T04:06:00.000+08:00

I swear I will go back there again. In 5 years time.

And make sure I can speak fluent French.

Bring a sketchbook and start to draw. :)

Been enjoying all the food I cooked myself. But I'm starting to get bored. Cannot think of any other food to cook anymore. So I prepared myself a very rich breakfast : Scramble eggs, toast, and Smoothie.. Hmmm~

Then went out to get some art materials. Gosh~ I'm super super regret I didn't bring all my stuff here. The art shop our lecturer recommends us is very huge, they are like a one stop art shop, they have everything you need. But the price is way too high compare to Msia. I wonder if I should ask dad to send me all my stuff from Malaysia, but I guess it will be costly and who knows my things will reach here damaged. Hmmmph~

Then, went to Spitalfield Market for Lunch. The weather is pretty cooling, not as cold as the past few days. But a cup of coffee will definitely help :) Most of the restaurants are in long queue, maybe it's because too many office buildings nearby.

Classic with veg.

contains Ham, cheese and mushroom.

Came back and started to boil my ABC soup. Only get to drink it around 8pm. First time but very proud of myself. kekeke XD

I'm starting to paint again. Been ages since I touched my watercolor. have to practice my skills. XD What should I paint then? Eiffel tower? The view outside my window? The tower bridge?? Hmmmm~ Any idea?

I LOVE my course

2010-09-28T00:07:00.001+08:00

Went for the first session in Uni today. Not many people showed up. I guess not everyone are like us showing up an hour earlier =.= Most of them must have been in the 2nd of 3rd year. But still, it was around 30 people there.

Our class are mainly in the studio /workshop. So it's a lot better. The studio is huge and it really looks like a design studio. A bit messy here and there with all the boards, student artwork etc etc, but that is what you called a STUDIO :) A place where the inspiration and innovation will come to you.

Most of the students that showed up are in their fresh year for BA. And apparently, I'm the only Asian. Some of them are quite old too. Probably around 3x or 4x. There are a few who came back after their gap year. But only 3 students in the final year showed up =.= Includes me. :p

Ms K briefed us about the course and modules. I was so excited listening to every bits of them. I thought my course will be only doing plain Interior Design. But guess what, we will learn about Photography, a little of Illustration, Fashion and Textiles design, new technology that are being applied in Architecture/construction/material, landscape design, Branding, Graphic and packaging Design, and last but not least. Architecture !!!!! weeee~ Ms K also told us, who said ID can only work in a space, we can do architecture here too. of course not those tall tall building. So so so excited and couldn't wait for my class to start.. Another thing, they want us to shoot a video and post it up in Youtube, yay I get to learn podcasting and filming.. :p

According to the lecturer. We will not be staying in the studio most of the time. We will go sight seeing around London. Get to know the famous building and visit the museums. They even asked us to go to high fashion street, to check out all the fashion stores, the decorations, the interiors, the branding and how they attract customers.

They also asked us to go to see all the christmas window decoration when xmas is about to come. :) Can't wait~ So so so excited now. hahaha. Oh ya, they even have 2 laser cut machines in school.. weee~ and the lecturer also introduced us to sme art and design warehouse where we can get whatever we want there. I didn't bring most of my stuffs... grrrrrr have to buy them again.. OMG I only brought my marker and scale ruler.. I don't know why scale ruler, maybe I cannot work without them?

Class will only start next week. But the lecturer have already gave us 2 places to visit before next Tuesday. Hmmmm. Better get my study mood back and throw the slacky queen away.:p

Tate Museum

I'm so going to check this out. Bring my sketchbook and camera. here I come...muahahahaha

The weird dinner ever

2010-09-27T04:55:00.000+08:00

Guess what is this???

Came back around 6pm and most of the stores were closed. So I can only cook whatever I could find from the fridge. O.O Way too hungry, and some of the foods are going to expire.

So here you go, Sotong's weird dinner - Mushroom + egg + ham. sweat O.O''

It was freezing cold today, as usual. But I finally got myself a jacket. weeeeee~

Oh man, been spending a lot since I moved in to London and my stupid dorm. have to tied my tummy with a belt next week onwards.. XD

And of course, eating like a King =.= Definitely gaining tons of weight.

Munching strawberry toast now. Not really satisfied from the weird dinner just now. I miss my Poco :( Saw a Miniature Pintcher outside my dorm.. awwwwww~ Hope he is happy there. TSM please don't scold Poco :P and please don't call him stupid, please play with him once in awhile too XD

I miss dad, I miss Bel, I miss Poco, I miss Maria, I miss my bed (the bed is too soft =.=), but I'm not homesick. Just been awhile since I last talked to them. When they are free, I'm out. When I'm back they are sleeping like a pig. Sigh~ So boring. Complain again :D

That's it for today, have to wake up very early to go for a session at my U.

Good night peeps. Toodles ~

The enrollment :)

2010-09-26T04:35:00.002+08:00

Went to the international enrollment at the University. Not many people though, maybe they went there early cause I only go there around 2pm. I thought they were supposed to go according to the surname, but apparently all of them just anyhow go. So did I, mine was supposed to be 330pm but I went at 2pm. I reached there at 130pm so I went sightseeing again, this time, I walked across the Tower Bridge. So awesome :D

Then, I went to Starbucks, because it was so damn cold and I'm only wearing my blazer =.= I seriously need to get one jacket. haha XD While I was queue-ing for my coffee, MAX LOOI prank call me. I'm not sure if that is what he meant to do at first, but well he succeeded. He sounds soooooo CHINESE (you know what I mean). He was asking me something and I just go :"huh? huh? huh?". STUPID !!! If you see this, you will get it from me when I see you. And please come and find me with Wai Leong, so effing boring :((((((

Met 2 really nice girl during the enrollment, one is from Taiwan who holds a spouse visa in UK and another girl from Norway. Nice to meet you guys :)

I'm going to the International students party this thursday with her, hope its a blast one !

I then stopped by at the Camden Market and felt so in love with it. So many things to see, so little time again =.= It was so packed and I was rushing home. So I decided to go tomorrow, with Autumn, my roommate :) Yeeeepeee~

Oh ya, and I was stuck outside my room :( Cause normally I don't need key to get in if I didn't lock it. Cause it is like the hotel key card system. And how in the world I would know that they will have auto locking system? Yea, that's why, me with no jacket waited quite some time for the authorities to open the door.. FML

That's all for today. :)

Hope you enjoy reading,

Toodles~

xx Reanne

Somehow I think I'm right

2010-09-25T03:51:00.000+08:00

I was complaining about my flat ever since I moved in. Yea, this flat is boring but what can I do about that? Yesterday, a flatmate of mine told me that he is going to move out of this flat if there is someone who willing to swap. Like I said previously, most of my roomies never get out of their room and we barely spoke to each other.

When he told me about that, at once, I felt like moving out too. Before I sleep, I tossed and turned just to think about this. Should I move too? But then, I woke up from my thoughts of moving out and asked myself :" Are you sure you will move in to a better room? What if they were the same or worse? What if you get a room with lots of broken stuff? What if your room is no longer red but the blue?"

Yea right. I never should have think of this question at first. I'm just being impulse. I am very happy with the conditions of my room except for the broken chair ( yea, I don't have a chair and I have to sit on the shelf to reach my laptop). And I love the color of my room. And regarding the roomies, it's not really a big problem though. When my class starts, I won't be that bored anymore :)

Sometimes, people just can't always get what they want. We have to accept what we have and appreciate them ( but I kept complaining, yea I know, I'm trying ). Things don't always be the way we wanted. When we are given something we never expect or never like, We have just got to accept the fact and go on with it. I somehow said this like I never did any of the above, I admit, I always do complain and that's how I learn from the lessons :)

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I finally bought my pots and pan :) weeee~ 20 pieces set for only 19.99 pounds. I went to Sainsbury's and get some REAL food for my dinner :) Baked aubergine with chopped tomatoes, onions, garlic and Mozzarella Cheese. *thumbs up* call me a pro, but yea the photo looks disgusting though, but it tastes soooo good :D

That's it for today :) Take care peeps.

xx Reanne

Life goes on

2010-09-24T04:33:00.000+08:00

It's the fourth day since I moved in to my dorm. And I have already explored quite a lot of places nearby. :)

It was raining when I woke up. And the rain didn't stop until 2pm. :( Wanted to go to Camden town but the stupid rain ruined it. So I went to check out Tower Hill campus around 3pm. I also went sight seeing at the tower bridge and the London Tower.

It was fun sight seeing and checking the surroundings alone. The weather was pretty cool after the rain. I get to walk beside the river and feel the breeze. It was soooo romantic. haha

Came back and grabbed a Subway sandwich for dinner. Talked to dad a bit and continued with my Criminal Minds.. XD I understand why Bel used to sit in front of PC the whole day. Get so addicted once I started.

One of my roomies is actually moving out. Because this is a very very boring flat. Most of my roomies don't get out from their room and I barely see them. That made me feel like moving too. But I doubt I can get an exchange as the whole Pacific Court is full. :( Well I guess I could just get my finger crossed for another girl who hasn't move in yet.

But at least tonight wasn't that bad. I help one my my roomies to prepare his dinner and pass him some softwares. There is totally no interaction between the rest of the roomates. Shoot me. =.= And he is the one who is going to move out. I'm going to have a very rough year ahead. Hope that I get some classmates who stay here too.

I tried knocking their doors but no one seemed to answer.. Silly isn't it? What to do. Just kinda bored shopping alone. Hope to get some company. Grrrr

The Breakfast

The room.

Love my bed. It's huge.. Well smaller than what I used to have but its larger than a single bed and a few inches smaller than a Queen Size Bed.

I love how my bed sheet blends with the red wall.

My toilet is pink though :D

I forgot what is the name.

But it is a historical Palace.

The tower Bridge

I hope school starts ASAP

2010-09-23T04:13:00.007+08:00

Coloured my nails. Like the color of my bed sheet and the wall.
In ♥ with red

This is boring, like seriously BORINGGGGGG !!
I hope school starts tomorrow, I couldn't be bothered if there are lots of stress or homework, I just need to get out of my room. =.= I'm going to rot in here.. Fcking boringgg.

Was invited to the next flat yesterday. Hmmm, fun? for them, yeah very fun. For me? Nah~ I'm the only one who is not from UK. We don't really have common topic, so yeah imagine that.. They are enjoying drinking shots and mixed cocktails? ( I didn't really know what is it, they just make them out of what they have ) while I was busy playing with my cell's game. Lame isn't it. Tried to find topics, but most of them knew each other previously so uhm they kinda get along pretty fast.

Oh ya, and they thought I eat whatever that walks and moves in my country. Dolphin meat?? haha, why would I want to eat Dolphin meat.

Sat there until 12am and I decided to head back to my room and continue my Criminal Mind. I knew they tried to talk to me as I'm obviously sitting there like a silly girl. But we always ended up with a piece of silence.. Man, this is not good. :( But I still manage to meet lot's of people there. Most of them are going to the same U as mine. They are very niceeeee and friendly though :)

Was supposed to go London sightseeing with them but I couldn't wait any longer as it was already 2pm. So I went Marble Arch.. haha Primark was awesome <333333

Nothing else I can do =.=

Wuuuulala ~ Shopping !!!
Dad will kill me.. but then this is just 40 pounds in total? Dead cheap? Even if you convert.
It's from PRIMARK . Love it.. <3
Shoes are 5 pounds each. Jeans are 8 pounds each.
And what, the shirt are 2.5 pounds?? XD
Bel, we should actually stop there that time.. I can get you checked shirt.

The so called Four Cheese Ravioli with very little cheese and a lot of flour =.=
I ate half and I couldn't continue eating, way too filling with the flour and cheese.

I texted Bel when I was in the tube heading to Marble Arch. She asked me to get a "good" book and read so I won't be that bored. She also suggested me to do that while I'm having my tea O.O
A book? I left all my books at home.. ;( I don't see any bookstores here anyway, just a blockbuster movie shop. But I really need to get one, how about thriller, horror or serial killer kinda books?? kekeke XD

Will check out Camden Town tomorrow. According to the web, they have lots of stalls...

Okay, nothing much to blog.
So good night peeps. toodles~

The New Chapter Of My Life

2010-09-21T03:13:00.002+08:00

I have finally moved in to my dorm in London. Not as bad as I expected. The design is quite modern and its red and white. Coincidencely my bed sheet is red too :) Niceeeeeee
Most of the flatmates have moved in too. They are quite nice and I have another school mate that is in the same course too :) Yay~!

Today, I did what I'm supposed to do in the whole week. I did all of them in a day. I'm going to be bored to death.

Went to Sainsbury's to get most of the grocery stuff. Then came back and cook my lunch. After that, I rushed out to check out the tube. Managed to get to two of the campuses of my school. And I found ARGOS and bought myself a headset (but the wrong one @.@ swt). Bah, will go and refund tomorrow .. sigh

And I found the Old Spitalfield's Market... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Gosh they have so many restaurant there. and there is a big compound with lots of stalls selling vintage, handcrafted and antiques. So many to see, so little time. The woman told me it will be super pack during Sunday. I should totally check it out on Sunday..XD It's like a bazaar..

The weather today is soooo hot. It says 14 degree but I only wore short sleeves and I'm sweating.. Weird~

My breakfast :P one meal I will never miss in a day.

Mushroom Pappardelle
Super filling but I finished it O.O

Spaghetti Carbonara
I have to stand up to watch my Criminal Minds now.=.= TOO FULL.oh man!

Hmm, what should I do tomorrow? Shopping? Boringggg~

oh ya, dad Skyped me and told me that Poco learned a new skill. Dad said :" Don't know I should say he is smart or stupid". Dad was having supper and he wanted to call the maid. So, he asked Poco to call Maria. And my baby just ran all the way back to the maid's room and knocked her door with his head... hahaha, what a skill ~ But I love it.. good boy <3

Paris Trip

2010-09-16T05:04:00.004+08:00

Miss me anybody?? :D
I've been eating like a king =.= Western food are always so appealing. In one month time, I'll be a pig !! haha, I thought I will miss Malaysian food, but probably not at the moment, still enjoying the food here.. XD

Just came back from Paris. Went sightseeing by Metro, bus and subway. haha, kinda adventurous and exciting as we don't speak French and they refused to speak English. But we still managed to go to most of the tourist attractions. Didn't have time for shopping :(

I promised myself I will go there in 5 years time. And make sure I can speak fluent French.. French guy very endao.. hahahaha.. Just joking :p But the food, ewwww. Ate more or less the same food most of the days.

Montmarte, Paris.
I love the structure of the building, the surroundings of the building is so comfortable.

Bel and the Sotong :p

Arc de Triomphe,Paris

Look at all the details, every single details on it were engraved by hands.

The night scene of Eiffel Tower, Paris.

Hotel de Ville, Paris

The Notre Dame, Paris

Morning scene in Eiffel Tower, Paris

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I seriously love this sooooooo much <3 Nice one.

Haha, bye Paris <3

Palace de Versailies, Paris

Just an update

2010-09-10T00:10:00.005+08:00

Hi peeps, I've reached UK and the weather is uhm FANTASTIC :) Food are awesome, weeeeee (no rice, YES!!!)
Staying at Aunt Jenn's house, Hospitality rated 5 out of 5 stars :) Food are good too XD
Not going to write a lot here, my lappie is running out of batt, pictures say it all :D Have fun ~

Isn't she cute? hahahaha She looks like Japanese, that is why people spoke Japanese to her no matter where we go.. Cute one :D

Yummeeeee plums, we picked a bunch back home :) and of course tested a lot in the farm XD

Pumpkins :DDDD *huge*

No idea who are they, they just ran into us when we pressed the shutter. Though it is spontaneous, it looks good too :D Dad said he will enrol into the university in order to know more girls.. hahaha :D
I was squeezed until my eyes just left with two lines.. lmao~

Chapel near Aunt Jenn's house :) Naiss~

Sakura at Aunt Jenn's house.... preeeeety

All the Raspberries and blackberries Bel picked.

Love this, Bel took it when all of us were finding her and thought that she was lost in the farm.

Raspberries :D

The King University :p

Please be strong for me

2010-08-26T01:51:00.004+08:00

When you have a pet, you have the responsible to take care of it. No matter in what form, feeding, petting, bathing, and also cleaning the poo. Poco is one of my pet that is closest to me as he is staying inside the house and he can go everywhere he wants, sleeping on Bel's bed when she was away to college counts too. (luckily she didn't know, or else she will slaughter me and her room will smell like dettol again >.<)

Remember when I have my first pet, a hamster from my cousin. I came back everyday from school and the first thing I do was rushed to the cage and play with it. Until one day, when I came back from school, I noticed that my hamster was soooo stiff. My mum was baking in the kitchen, I immediately ran to her and asked her why is my hamster still sleeping and it didnt wake up no matter how I moved it. She called the cousin from Singapore as I requested, asked if that was normal or it was sick and needed medication. Mum hung up the phone and told me there was no way and my hamster was dead. It was super upset. I was super innocent that I didn't know that dying is a part of life cycle. I then buried my hamster at the back yard and planted a rose on top of it. ( my rose bloomed once and was ruined by the heavy rain)

I'm not really sure if I'm suitable to be an owner or even own a pet. As I couldn't bare the feelings of losing them. I bet all the owners out there are the same. Sometimes, I even quarrel with my dad or sis over something because of my dog. I know you might be thinking " is it worth it? quarreling with your families over a dog?". All I can say is I treat them like my family. Of course there are priorities, more important one. I was at the Pet shop yesterday, buying Poco's dog food. I chose a larger package over a small one and Bel told me :" why don't you take the small one, if Poco died you will waste all the food". The tears filled my eyes instantly and I was so pissed. Perhaps she just doesn't understand.

Back to the point =.= swt, crapping too much. Brought Poco for X-ray today. And apparently all the yoga poses he did wasn't just being yogaish. He is in pain. The X-ray showed that he swallowed a metal that is about 2.5cm. I went to the vet early this month and its been 2 weeks and Poco is still in pain. The doc said it needed to be removed as Poco refused to eat anything. Its a better solution.

But surgery has it risks. I might lose Poco. And this is something I hope it won't happened. I'm going to send him off tomorrow morning and I'm super nervous now. But if the surgery is successful, he will only discharge on Sunday. I'm going to pray very hard for him. I believed he will stay strong and tough for us, and the surgery will go well. He is so tiny and haven't been taking any of his meals recently, I hope he is strong enough for it. Love you Poco.

The girl with her portrait

2010-08-17T23:47:00.003+08:00

Went to the Clarins booth in MV last weekend and they happened to have an artist turning people into cartoons. And this is what it turned out to be.. I was laughing all the time, looking here and there and my cartoon turned out nothing like me.. XD
The artist is good, the rest of them get cute and nice cartoon portrait except for me..sob sob.
That is the consequences of moving here and there.. talking and looking at pretty ladies.. haha what to do.. It's way too boring to sit still... :D anyway they told me, the only thing that looks alike is the hat.. =.= Whatever, i'm still happy enough...bleh

Since when I have a mole at the bottom of my lips?? ahahah... technical error?? Anyway, it was fun.. And thanks to the artist for being so patient and tolerate.

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I've been doing a lot of last minute shopping and ended up getting stuff I don't really need more than things I marked down in my list. I left with 2 weeks time.. and my competition is just one and a half week away.. we barely practice. =.= Been busy with this and that. It's like way too little time for so many things.. Not that I did not manage my time, it is just because everything just came so sudden and they clashed together... sigh~ I really could use 8 limbs now..

I'm trying very hard to meet up my friends before I leave, but you guys are wayyyyy too busy.. working people are not available in weekday and I'm always busy in weekends.. how how how.. Take MC... :P hahaha the snake queen :D
I want to go Genting.. :( anyone??? My seahorse...sob sob..

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Below are some photos that I grabbed here and there.. Photos are everywhere=.=
So I could only upload what I have so far.. Leave the rest to you guys.
It was Doris farewell. I was not feeling really well that day and I have to work the next day so all my pictures turned out to be so CACAT =.= I dont know why..

I'm obviously not a good poser.. Seeeeee, so many shots but I couldn't get one nice photo with her.. OMG. Is it my problem or the photographer??? *ahem ahem*

Ahha, at least this is normal.. :D
I met one of my high school friend there just sitting beside us, barely could remember him.. XD Anyway it's nice bumping into each other after so long..

okay okay, I'm going to insert those balls into my bra.. Stop saying it's small... GRRRRRRR

The giant and the dwarfs... wahahhahahaha.. *kidding*

Let's end this post with this.. The best shot of all the photos I have.. Nice one though.. :)

I'm finding Oxford flats... Anyone know where can I get them?? As I only left with 2 weeks.. I can't wait for pre-order.... T_T Please pm me if you happened to see them anywhere... appreciate them a lot... thanks... *toodles*

Movie Dates

2010-08-14T00:22:00.006+08:00

Just came back from a movie.. AGAIN =.= It's been like the 3rd movie I watched this week. So I've been eating popcorn in alternate nights. :p But what's the fun watching movie without popcorn XD.

Tekken was a game I known since I have my Play Station. I used to be a fan of this game. Like sitting in front of the TV learning all the techniques and skills of each fighter until I beat everyone's high score. From the first edition of Tekken to the latest edition one, I've always been a fan.Only until I went to college, where all the stress and assignments due date took up most of my time. I gave up all my games. My PS, my NDS, my online games T_T I would never want to count how much I have spent on my games =.=

The movie was fun. Nothing much like the game, as they don't have many exciting fighting sceneS. But the plot was not too bad :p The actor looks abit like Edison Chan. I wonder if he is mix or Asian. I love the idea that the world is run by corporations after the world war. And how they own a fighter in which they battle till the last man standing and he or she will own the wealth and the power to control the entire world. Something different :3

Went to Sungei Wang this morning. Wanted to find make up box but they don't have stock.. :( It's so hard to find a make up box where you can store all your brushes. =.= But ended up buying myself a hat. Couldn't resist. :p Then, I went to 1U to collect my specs. Spotted a PRL tote.. super nice.. But it's unnecessary so I better stick on my list :D

Feel like getting another piercing but I don't know where. Way too many holes in my body. And I have no idea why I kept doing it. It's an addiction. Like tattoo.

Have a sweet dreams. Good night *toodles*

You are awesome the way you are

2010-08-11T00:17:00.004+08:00

LOVE THIS snap shot. My eyes are almost closed but I love it. and my NOSE. omg
p/s i'm not strangling my dog.. he just loves to sleep on my hand like that :) He is too sticky recently, maybe he knew i'm leaving soon :( awwww~ I will miss him for sure T_T

What else more to say ?? CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3

I'm actually working that time, he just hop on my lap and that is it. Comfy and warm :)
but he looks so miserable. My baby is in pain. Haven't recover from high fever and tonsillitis. Poor thing. :( Hope he will get well soon.

Got these 2 badges from Taylor Charity Day (forgot what is the actual name). These 2 badges have already described the recent me entirely. Union Jack, here I come.. :p
and yeah, the second one describes me pretty well too.. The slack queen :D Left with 3 weeks time and my final Latin competition left with 2 weeks time. I skipped quite a lot of practices as I need to stay up late for work. :( and again, I haven't pack my luggage. Anyone free to shop with me??? I need to get all my stuff in the list asap..

okay, couldn't believe I'm so hardworking cause I'm still in front of my pc working... wahahahahah *proud of myself*.... bleh. Have to go back to work now.. Buaisss peeps. Good night and sweet dreams, do remember to cover your blanket and don't let the bed bugs bite you *wink*

Exhausted Weekend

2010-08-09T13:09:00.006+08:00

At least, I'm starting to work on my luggage. Went shopping yesterday and the crowd is killing me. Long queues in front of all the cashiersand fitting rooms. The sales person are not enough to even entertain us.. XD So I only got one item from my list. Shit~

I want to go Genting, was supposed to plan it this weekends. But I myself don't even sure if i can make it. I want to get the seahorse I missed last trip!!~ SEAHORSE~SEAHORSE~SEAHORSE~ :(

I have a lot of plans for my friends but I don't have time :( They are working on weekdays so we only can make it during weekends. But I hate weekends. I don't like to squeeze in the crowd. Especially the shopping crowd, or the restaurant crowd. Waiting half and hour in front of the restaurant is not cool~!

Oh ya, I'm working very hard to GAINING my weight back :( With all the junk foods at home and the desserts after every meal. haha. Like what my friends told me. Don't throw all the jeans that you can't wear anymore. In a few months time, I'll be able to wear them again. The evil Bel told me :" Buy the specs you wanted very much though it's too big for you, CAUSE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO WEAR IT SOON!!". Skipped gym for half a year. Miss my gym mates :(

Control.. Control.. Control.. I have to stop eating all the junk food as I don't take rice. it's not good for health. =.= and yea, junk food is more like my energy food now. swt.

Went for photoshoot last saturday. Was a short one but very exhausted. I'm old.. :(
here are some photos to share :D

I actually got all the photos the next day.. but my lappie is still with the service center and I'm lazy to resize and compress it. Will upload the rest when I got my lappie back. :)
Anyway, credit to the photog for all the nice photos :D
*it was a bad hair day :( hair color CACAT ... fluffy hair... grrrrr

So, I dyed my hair yesterday.. Super spontaneous. :p
That's all for today, have to get my ass back to work , have fun reading ~!

♥

2010-08-07T20:26:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a great day.
Thanks for everything.

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Slacking Queen

2010-08-03T00:17:00.003+08:00

Okay, the slacking queen has totally messed up her life. Not going to school or work is never a good choicefor me. Staying at home is definitely a waste of time as I will only sleep and eat. That's all. =.=

I slept at 5am yesterday or should I say this morning.. I'm having Insomnia for no reason. No stress, no pressure but still couldn't sleep. Woke up at 2pm because I need to fetch my sis.. then came back and slept till 8pm.. what a life. =.= Haven't even start to pack my luggage. Don't even know what to bring, my list is getting longer as if I'm bringing the whole room and wardrobe there.

Haven't even decide where to stay =.= omg, and I only left with one month time. I want to plan a trip with my friends before I leave. As most of them are going to have plans after their studies. Some of them are going to work, some of them are going back to hometown, some are still studying. Sigh, I've already started to miss them :(

Familiar? Saw this before in my previous post?? How do you like it?? I love it sooooooooooooooo much <3 A special someone drew this for me.. Nice right.. Appreciate a lot a lot.. and I really like it very very much. But I have no idea why the shoe is red.. :D Anyway thanks a lot a lot.. I've already made this my desktop background. Loving it ♥ soooo niceeeee, i mean the drawing.. haha..

Okay, that's all for today. Good night peeps, I better sleep early so that I can tune back my sleeping time !~

Updates :)

2010-08-01T21:47:00.005+08:00

Have already uploads all the pictures from my cam.. Here you go peeps. Do check out more HERE. Not many pictures taken cause my one and only photographer did not follow me there.. She has to study for her upcoming exams :p

Was a great experience competing in Johor and Singapore. We did achieve good results too.. :) Very happy but more to improve.
In Singapore, we got 3rd place for Samba & Jive, 5th place for Cha Cha and Paso Dablo. In Johor, we got 2nd place for Cha Cha & Samba, 4th place for Rumba and Jive, 5th place for Paso Dablo.

Thanks to my partner for all the hard work and efforts. Thanks to Royce, Aunt Merle, Uncle William, Aunt Luisa and who ever who guided me when I'm wrong.. Appreciate them a lot a lot.. This might be the last competition as I'm leaving to UK very very soon. Will miss the days when I was still dancing and the fun I had in WLD. Hopefully, I can get to join any dance societies or clubs in UK. Or maybe find myself a partner there?? haha, dream on me.. But, what is wrong to dream big :D

I only left a month to go. Have to fully utilize this month, as that is the only time I left with my beloved friends and family. So I should start dating them :p Haven't really started to pack my stuff yet. Still being a full time slacker. Sleep, eat and dream is what I did today. Only woke up at 544pm due to a phone call. Or else I'll be sleeping like a dead pig till the next morning. :x

Here are some photos I got from my lomo.. Yea, I finally develop and scanned them into my pc.. after... errrrrr 3 months?? Dad has been nagging for my photos so here you go. =.= Obviously, they are all too dark and I have no idea what the hell did I took after looking back on some photos. But I still love it, its like taking photos in another angle or view. :X Enjoy~

For more visit HERE

The power of cotton candy

2010-07-28T00:03:00.003+08:00

It was a hectic day today. I'm super tired and I have no mood at all. I hate it when I have not enough sleep. It's like floating on the air all the time. I barely know anything.

Went to the night market after my dance class. Was not in the mood to dance tonight. I'm super duper exhausted. I messed up all the steps in class =.=Today is very unlucky for me. Everything I did went wrong. hmmmmph~ my brain is not working today. He took leave without acknowledging me.. zzz

Saw so many people holding fluffy cotton candies in the night market. I WANT THEM TOO~!!! So, I went searching all over the night market. Finally spotted the stall, picked the largest one, and of course the pink one... ngiek ngiek :p Happily holding my cotton candy and went back home.

Sometimes, it's not to hard to cheer someone up. I don't need no huge bouquet of flowers, boxes of chocolates, extremely long messages or anything you could think of to cheer someone up. All I needed is something sweet. :p Yea I knew it's bad for our health, but they do help. When I'm angry, I'll take chocolates or ice creams, when I'm unhappy I'll take lollipops and cotton candies. Oh ya, a sweet post, sweet comments, sweet message count too :p As long is sweet :D I have a sweet tooth, and it is one thing that is pretty hard to get rid off.

But different people have different way to solve their problems. Looking at my dad this morning, I can already feel the tense and stress by just looking at his face. I don't know what can I do to help. I wish I could take all the stress from him, but how? It's not as easy as feeding him cotton candies. Maybe I haven't really had any experience in a working life, I don't know how is it like. And I will never know how stress is it to be a good father cum mother. Making sure everything goes well in our life, plan everything for us and try his best to give us everything we want. I guess, I shouldn't even complain about my stress =.= It's like comparing a dot and a ball @.@

Anyway,cotton candy has made my day. :) Hereby, I hope everybody will be free from stress and have a sweet dream, sleep tight ya'all. Don't let the bed bug bite you :) Good night *hugs*

I tried to smile. haha, it turned out to be like this. Too lazy to retake another photo. So this is it.. :p Look at those eye bags. OMG

I'm back :D

2010-07-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps, miss me much? I'm finally back from Singapore and Johor. Had lots of fun there. It was a very great experience. And it's my first time wearing my new costume... kekekekeke XD How do you like it? XD. Do stay tuned for more :)

Messed up life

2010-07-20T00:58:00.005+08:00

Found this when I went shopping in the flea market yesterday..
Super duper adorable !!!! hahahaha.. I'm going to wear it everyday :D

Oh ya, I finally got my dance costume from china... weeeeeeee~~ Very excited and nervous too. My costume is quite heavy where I might not be able to move that smooth. =.= At least it is something I designed. We all thought it will turn out odd cause I'm always have weird taste but god bless it turns out almost like what I expected.

Competition is just 4 days to go.. And I haven't been practicing. Don't ask me why. I just couldn't practice when I was trying very hard to correct our steps and mark the steps in order to improve our dance. While he did not really accept any advice and insist to go on his way. What can I do? practically nothing.

I knew when things come to this stage, is doesn't look good. As competition is less than a week and we are arguing over something like these. Not matured enough I guess. But anyhow, I would appreciate if you could at least listen to me instead of pushing me away. I guess now you understand how is the feelings when someone totally ignored you. I'm just trying my very best to make things better, but it turns out the other way round.

yea, a lot of people will think that it's my problem as I have very bad temper. But you guys don't understand. It's a partnership. It should be two person working together, co-operating to create a better result. I admitted that my enthusiasm towards dancing was affected by this but I really love dancing, and I do not want any of these to affect it. I finally found something I can attached to, and really love doing it. Hence,I will do whatever to get over this.

The Memories That Speak

2010-07-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

My life is in a mess when I have lots of holidays but nothing for me to be attached. This is how I pass my days recently.

wake up early in the morning -- fetch Bel to school -- come back home and continue sleeping -- wake up around 1pm to fetch Bel -- come back and continue sleeping.. AGAIN !! -- wake up for dinner and go for dance practice -- come back around 12am -- SLEEP =.= What a day :p

Today, when I was arranging my cabinet, I found some old albums. So I scanned them into my PC. Flipping through all those photos, they made me recalled back all the good and bad memories I had when I was younger and some memories that I could barely remember.. :p

Something to share :) Have fun ..

haha, Halloween :p
I was at US that time.. Didn't know I was so coward.. Who knows?
Now I'm in love with all the terror, horror and thrilling movie :3

Scooby-Dooby-Doo, where are you?
This is definitely a classic one.. Always love this :)

Ahhhh, one of my fagvorite photo.. :p
See if you can spot the middle finger that I'm pointing with my kung fu pose.

Taaaadaaa ~ They were gone now, but I was there :)

haha, lovely garbage bag :p it's Halloween.

See if you could remember them :p
It's Bel and my god-brother kasper :)

It's the King and the princess :)
Errrr 7 year old birthday ? Count the candles :p

<3 this.. by adding a fire torch and book i think I will look more alike..

Recharging my power....
BOOM !

hahahahahhahahahha.. I should take one of their recent photos and post it here..
Obviously the very "IN" one is my dad.. lmao

omg, already think of killing myself at that age..

TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAA~
My beloved queen :)
See how gorgeous she was..
Love her style, maybe I should get some similar outfits and take a photo, see if we both look alike :p

Have a great day ahead.
I'm so sleepy, gotta get back to bed again .. :D

The Bee Hunter

2010-07-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

We were happily watching TV in the living room and all a sudden, my lovely maid came to close all the windows and doors. She was wearing soooo many layers of clothes and all of them were long sleeves.. We were like :" Huh? What happened? Fever?". She then told us that there was a huge bee hive at the back yard.

Of course both of us went to busybody. I took my scarfs and wrapped myself like a dumpling so I can watch the "show" without worrying about the bee sting. :p Of course, I just stood there and watch the show while Bel and Maria were risking themselves with the bees.. XD

After both of them finished protecting themselves with lots of clothes and cloths, here come the battle.. XD
Bel took down the bee hive with a stick while Maria was spraying "Shieldtox - For cockroaches".=.=" I had no idea why they use Shieldtox. But apparently, it works. Bees were flying here and there. And Maria kept spraying Shieldtox here and there. Bel was shouting and jumping and do whatever she could think of the make sure the bee stayed away from her. I'm not sure if we should stood still or do whatever to get rid of them. But all I know was I am already standing behind the window looking at them.. hahaha.. Useless me. =x

Taaaadaaaaaaaaa.. The Tan's 100% pure honey.... Anyone interested? Only produce twice a year. This is the average amount of bee hives we have per year.. XD

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Freddy VS Reanne

2010-07-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

My face actually looks like this a few hours ago... GROSSSSSSSSS !!!
I have no idea what happened.. Apparently, its more like a few hundreds of mosquito bites... :(
Some said it was allergy, some said it was " fong mok" . No idea what is that.. but luckily it went down after a few hours.. XD
Thanks for all those advise.. ahhaha
I was so freaked out when I saw myself in the mirror... @..@"
Thank god they left no scars... damn scary~

Time to sleep.. gd nights... *hugs*

Becoming "lum ahhh chan"

2010-07-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps :)
How do you like my roundish nerdy specs?.. hahahaha.. Weird? Ya, I am :p
I actually wanted to tie 2 ponytails at both side but I figured out people will think that I'm a freak so haha I better stay with this. XD
Finally got my new costume fixed today. Still need to do a slight adjustment and I'm done :)

I actually went Google-ing while I was waiting for dinner earlier. Checking out the streets around my university and I noticed that they practically have nothing over there.. Not a single shopping complex... FML! I did check out the school societies but none of them attracted me... Kill me =.=

My University is a city campus. So uhm, I won't have large green field where you always see from stock photos with students sitting under the trees and read their books.. :( I also won't have very gorgeously huge lobby nor any campus life... ishhhhh :( Madly sad T_T

I really hope to continue my latin dance after I go to UK. I wouldn't want to waste all the times I've spent on practicing and classes. I love dancing and they really could bring me to a state of mind where I feel peace, stress-less and really really happy :D

Oh ya, I was thinking of getting a camera.. teeeeeheeee~
Yea I knew I just got my Diana F+, but I still need a normal camera.. I don't demand a DSLR.
But I was thinking either Lumix GF1? Lumix LX3? Ricoh Caplio GX200?? haha I'm not a fan of any Sony or Canon camera.. So uhm do let me know if you have any suggestions.. Appreciates them <3 style="text-align: center;">
Aren't they adorable???

How I wish I could own this Fluffy-Puffy-Bunny-Bum Bum :D
hahahaha.. But only when they are babies :)
Unless they are miniature or dwarfs.. :p

Had a nice day :)

2010-07-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

Worked half day again :p Have to fetch Bel.. What to do...kekekeke XD I'm her private chauffeur *wink*.

Went to Pyramid to meet Chie. Wanted to watch movie but most of the movie only left with front seats :( So we ended up slacking around the mall and ended up at Snowflakes in SJ.

It was fun. I promise I'll try to schedule a weekend for Genting.. :p Have to check with my secretary. ngiek ngiek.

Anyway, my old buddy, Byron went up to Genting and told me that there is no more seahorses :( I missed it !!!! arghhhh~~~ Anyway, that is very sweet of you to check it out for me and also remember that I wanted that seahorse so desperately.. THANKS :D

It's been a long time since we last hanging out. Though it's just a simple dinner and crapping around. It lighten up my day :) Thanks..

The sailor that walks under the rain

2010-07-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

I woke up with swollen eyes and I'm late for work.. Didn't really have time to blow and curl my hair so uhm this is it.. What a random-weirdo-hairdo I have there XD Dad was like :" Wow~ You look different today =.=" hahahaha who cares? I thought I'm weird everyday??? :p

Love Bel's new shoe.... NAISSSSSS :) It looks like Birkenstock but it's BARCO. Super comfy... And it fits so well with my outfit today... The shoe is loveeeee <3

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Oh no It's raining.... RUN~
I know I look very weird and I'm very ugly in this photo.. but I love it.. It's natural...:)
*ps Poco is still wandering around.. XD

Okay obviously she is not suitable for flat.. Looks kinda weird.. :D

Ana ana... Showing off her new buy. Love the shirt too.. It brighten up her very-dull-wardrobe. :)

My life is a mess recently, woke up late (yea, I'm always late to work) & sleep very late almost everyday. All I do at home is to munch all the junk food I top up every 2 days and watching all the old movies in my lappie.

I couldn't wait for my latin costume to arrive from China.. I don't expect too much but all I hope is it doesn't have too much problems when it arrives... *pray pray pray*

Oh ya, I just received the letter from my company and have sent my evaluation form to my principal, now all I could do is to pray hard for my results :)

I ruined my header :( *sobs.. Can anyone teach me how to align it back to center? I tried everything I knew but I couldn't fix it :(

*I will try my best, I promise.. I will not give up.. I will go through all the obstacles and work hard for it... Victory here I come :)

The China & HK Trip

2010-06-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

This trip was decided in a rush. But we still managed to book our flight ticket. The only thing is they ain't cheap. It's my bad for dragging this too long and made it a last minute thing. haha.. Our first stop was to GuangZhou. We took a 5am flight, so have to reach the airport around 3am. I barely sleep =.= Was a floating zombie when I reached the airport.

Checked into the hotel and went straight to the street where they sell and rent costumes. The whole freaking street are all shops that sell costumes from dancing costume to any performances costume, just name it and they have it. I even spotted a very cute hello kitty costume.. Haha.. But their choices of Latin costumes ain't that much. Most of the shops only allow to custom make Latin costumes with a minimum amount of 10. We were there almost half a day but we get nothing. :( What a waste !!

We then went to a Japanese Restaurant Buffet with dad's friends. Ate lots and lots of seafood until we could barely walk. haha.. XDThe rest of the days will be shopping and shopping and shopping. Unfortunately, Bel's camera was dead when we were on the way to ShenZhen so we didn't get a lot of photo after that.. :(

Went to Bei Jing Road the next day.. Super pack.. the weather was sooooooo humid. it's like walking in the basement of a complex. It's killing ~!

Check out the crowd.. Mad pack

Coca Cola Kiosk

We have Crocodile and they have CLIO CODDLE
Their local brand, the stuff in there are not cheap and they actually have lots of branches.. :p
I actually saw lots of people wearing it though :3

Another one... @.@
We have Pierre Cardin and they have Pearl Cabin... wakakkakakaka.... lmao

Another cute Coca Cola kiosk

Okay,here is where Bel's Camera dead.. No more photos until I develop my Lomo film... >.<

Toilet Bowl Hugger :(

2010-06-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yea as the title mentioned. I've been hugging my toilet bowl for almost 2 days. I thought I had food poisoning, went to the doctor but the medicines ain't working at all. So I guess it's not food poisoning after all. Dad said probably because of the buffet another night. Cause I seldom eat that much after the surgery and now I'm eating like nobody else business :((( grrrrr.

I think my doctor thought I was pregnant or something like that.. He asked me about my mens and stuff.. Checking on my stomach but did not ask me what I ate the previous day. haha. But only after he checked on my weight.. He found out something weird. I've been losing a lot a lot of weight. And this is abnormal. 2 weeks ago I was weighing 108 pounds and now I'm 99 pounds. He warned me not to go on diet but hell no I will go on diet.. I miss food after my surgery !!

Dad cooked seafood today. Ewwwww never once I felt seafood is disgusting only until today. I ate the fish and I couldn't believe that I split it out immediately. It's soooooooo smelly. I tried the prawns and had the same feelings.. Even my favorite soup, I barely could finish a bowl =.=

All I wish to eat were ginger?(had them... XD) jelly?(made them immediately,strawberry flavor :p) scones?(will have them tomorrow) Yea, those are the food that came up to my mind now.. And fyi I'm freaking hungry. Food poisoning patient will never be as active as I were. They might me lying on the bed like a dead meat. But I still can walk, watch tv, render my stupid 3D and surfing the net. But I don't feel weak, just that I have to run to the toilet a lot more often that I used to. =.=

*I'm working on a d.i.y fabric flower that can be used on headbands, hairpins, brooches and so mny more.. Stay tuned :)*

Extremely full..

2010-06-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Went to Jogoya for dinner with my best buddies :)
Everyone was laughing at me when I speak.
I totally lost my voice today after eating the durian yesterday night =.=
Had soooo much food and managed to have sooooo many desserts...*love*
We should totally do this again.. kekeke..
Max, don't forget you still owe us a seafood meal.. :p
Okay have to sleep early today.. Need to wake up freaking early to work tomorrow.
Toodles peeps. ♥

I'm in love with my dance.

2010-06-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

The Kuala Lumpur Open Dance Championships 2010 was held today in Wisma OCM.
It was tired as usual. But I've already used to the rushing part between beginner event and open ladies latin event. I barely could speak with no voice. Couldn't cheer for them too :(
Anyway, It was a fun experience :)
Got 4 certs and 2 medal. I'm happy enough :p

All the competitors from Danceworld & Uncle William :D
~~~ Congratulations ~~~

My partner, me and Uncle William.

Me and my beginner event partner showing off our certs and the medal :D
Thanks and congratulations to my partner for going through all the hard times practicing and trying to slim down.. Appreciate them a lot :)
*ignore my droppy eyes. My doubled-up eye lash is making my eyes so tired.*

Me and my lovely ladies partner. Got 3rd place in our open ladies latin event :)
We definitely make a great partnership. Thanks and congratulations on the achievements in your beginner events.

Hollie and her beginner event partner, Tow Guan.

Gary and Wendy :)
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Congratulations to all of you. You guys did a great job on the dance floor.. :)

Lamest thing we could find to do while waiting for our latin events to start from 9-2pm.. XD
But I did have fun :3

Special thanks to Max, Tommy and Bel for all the photos and videos.
Thanks Tow Guan for fetching us for breakfast.
Thanks Wendy & Claudia for the make-ups and dressing up.
Thanks my lovely partner Hollie for rocking the dance floor with me.
Thanks to another lovely partner of mine, Thomas who tried very very hard even though you are still sick..
Thanks dad for coming and cheering for us.. :)
Thanks Royce, Auntie Merle and whoever who taught me and correct me with my dance moves..
love you guys !!!~ xoxo

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I went to cut my hair even shorter... lol... Waste money XD
I prefer short hair than long hair though.. At least I can get rid of all the hair treatments and stuffs.. And my hair dry faster...=x What do you think?? better?? kekeke

The Holidays

2010-06-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

What am I doing recently? haha... Nothing but just enjoy eating and sleeping.. ngiek ngiek..
I have to repay back all the sacrifices of my stomach for the previous weeks due to that stupid jaw thingy. I haven't done the report I was supposed to submit after my internship and I haven't meet my agent to confirm which Uni I'm going :p
All I did was just slacking at home and Pavillion. =.= A walking dead meat.. :p
Was planning to clear all the stock of my online boutique but I'm lazzzzzyyyy.
In 2 months time I'll be leaving to UK, but I did nothing. =.= Haven't apply my visa, haven't reply the university.. Lol... Dad is more nervous than I do.
I hope I could get cheap air tickets to HK or Guang Zhou so I get to make a few new dance costumes and dancing shoes... Can't wait :)))))

Went for Thai food in Pavillion after B finished the exams.
p.s the above toy is a RABBIT. not a bird and definitely not 2 fingers !!!! I don't see how you guys can say it's a bird =.=

Yummy clear Tom Yam Soup.

Fresh prawns wrapped with egg noodles

Mango Salad with Soft shell Crab

Tiger Prawn Phad Thai

Sotong favorite green curry :)

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My competition is tomorrow. And I'm super nervous now. We didn't practice much due to the stupid jaw and my pity partner just diagnosed with food poisoning yesterday :(((
Hopefully it won't be awful and embarrassing..

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haha. I think I'm nuts. At least my sister thinks so..
I took sooooo long to get this pose done..
Before that I was just swinging myself playing with Poco and Bel just snapped it. And I was like.. Hmmm not bad..
She then continued taking this stupid pose and get annoyed cause I kept asking her to take again and again .. hahahaha XD
My hands were sore lifting my whole body and call me a good pretender; by judging my expression I think it looks easy.
Bel was like :" You better don't fall off the stairs again or else you won't be able to join the competition tomorrow."
Dad totally ignored us as he was chionging to reach the 1st ranking in Bejewelled @.@
I know I'm lame... Bare with me... :)

The big feast

2010-06-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

Yay~! Sotong finally can eat now.. And yea I'm back from SG.. :p
Miss my lappie and my bed :3 Haha I definitely will die without my lappie :(
B brought me for brunch today.. We had Bagel ~~ *yum yum*
Love the cream cheese and Pepperoni XD
Nothing to do after I stopped my internship, so all I do is to eat eat and eat non stop.. ;)

Dinner @ Dao Rae ..weeeeee~

The side dishes are yummy.. Love the egg :) Unlimited refill :p

Sotong's favorite *wink*

Ginseng chicken bla bla (forgot the name) Not bad, can compare with the one I had in Korea.. teeeheee~

B's Favourite.. taste like lamb soup more than kimchi tofu soup :p but not bad..
Haha, I'm going around to eat whatever I could before I leave to Uk. Or else I'll be missing all the food here T_T
Luckily I'm not a oriental food person.. I hate rice.. :p

Blossom-ful

2010-06-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

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Dad bought each both of us a blazer cause we wanted. :p hahahahahaha.. Yea, no kidding, it's the one I spotted in Zara... yay~~~!!!! same color same size... yeeepeeee geng!~ Thanks dad <333

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I went to Pavillion and had lunch with dad. Two of use went for 5 course meal.. It was soooooooooooooo full. XD he said since I couldn't eat for so long so he brought me there for good food.. :3 Thanks dad..

This is my most favourite of all :) Yummy~ It's mango+sago+strawberry+grapefruit+ICE CREAM!!!~~~

DIY Ruffly Head Accessories

2010-05-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry for posting this soooooo late.. Due to all the pains and surgeries, I only managed to post this now :( As some of you knew I'm not someone that really do housework and yea I'm not good with needles and thread so uhm bare with me in this post kay :p They said I have to learn how to sew in order to study fashion design so here I am, trying very hard XD Have fun aight :)

Well it looks a bit "cacat" to me, but I kinda love it :)
I love how it falls on my hair.... cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :3

Okay, here goes the tutorial.
have fun peeps~!

1 : Ribbon, any sizes. Here I'm using 1.5cm.
2 : Thread
3 : Scissors
4: Net (cut the fabric into squares) I cut them into 2inches x 2inches, you can cut them gradually, doesn't really need to be that accurate
5: light fabric ( using light weight cotton here) Don't use chiffon, I tried but it doesn't turn out nice.
6 : Needles

*Ignore my nails please*

1 : take one piece on the cotton fabric and pinch into a petal or form a bud.
2 : Then, take the net and do the same thing, wrap the first bud. (I put both fabric and pinch together...*lazy*)
3 : Measure your desire length of ribbons, and sew the fabric bud against the ribbon. ( I did not start in the middle of the ribbon because you won't be wearing it on top of your head, so sew it slightly left or right.)
4 : continue sewing the rest of the buds accordingly but remember to leave some space in between each buds. If you prefer to have a loose ruffly effect, offset the distance more. If you are using a bigger size ribbon, you might need to sew 2 or 3 buds in a row.
5 : All the buds are to be sewn in ONE DIRECTION. Keep adding buds until you think that it's enough.
6 : You can trim the fabric as you can see from the pictures above that the edges are kinda messy. but I leave it that way because it looks fine to me, and I like the way the thread came off from the fabric.

Okay, that's all for the tutorial, I hope this is helpful. Have fun and do drop me a message if you have any question.. ttfn~

*this is a gift I did for Cee, I hope you like it :) Happy belated Birthday...

xoxo,
Reanne

Monday's child is fair of face

2010-05-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

Monday's child is fair of face,
Tuesday's child is full of grace,
Wednesday's child is full of woe,
Thursday's child has far to go,
Friday's child is loving and giving,
Saturday's child works hard for a living,
And the child that is born on the Sabbath Day,
Is bonny and blithe and good and gay.

I was born on Monday, like my mum. Teacher Nonie said that Monday child is pretty. Partially, it is true. My mum is pretty but me? hahahaha. don't think so :p Bel was born on Wednesday; Wednesday's child is full of woe. Hmmmmm she can be depressive in times. Dad was born on Thursday; Thursday's child has far to go. BINGO ~! Dad travels a lot.. Try it out peeps, see if this poem works on you :) Have fun...

Today, I went shopping alone. I have never been shopping alone because I rely on my friends and family a lot. I need their opinion when it comes to shopping. But today, I went shopping the whole day BY MYSELF. Was supposed to get only my things but I ended up shopping the whole day. It was fun though, cause you get to shop till you drop and no one will stop you :p But well in the other hand, it's a bad thing too, you get to shop till you BROKE !! XD

Finally bought my 38mm tongs.. hahahhaha. Yeeeeepeeeeee. Wanted to get some high waist shorts but then I realized that after the pains and surgeries, suffering from my stupid jaw I lost some weights. I'm supposed to be happy but I wasn't. Not trying to brag about it or what. My butt is flat, I look so awful wearing a pants. I couldn't get a f*ing shorts. I can't even wear singlets, the rack of bones is so obvious. zzzz but my face is still bloated and swell. They just couldn't go away. Aside from that, my tummy is getting bigger, probably because of the excessive intake of ice creams. :p sigh~ better get back on my dance practice, I've stopped since the last competition. Tomorrow is finally my last day on internship training, after that I can head back to the gym and back to tanning and swimming.. yay~!

I need jobsssss, anyone with events jobs or any freelance job please contact me :( thanks

Good night and sweet dreams :)
xoxo,
Reanne

Brownies Obsession

2010-05-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

I'm soooooooo in ♥ with my Diana F..xoxoxoxoxo
I bring her anywhere I go and I already finished up sooooo many films... *broke*
But I'm still a beginner, more to lear n :D
Can't wait to send all the photos to develop. Maybe I screwed up all the films... XD

Yay~! Finally went for my brownies :) Wanted Mocha Mudpie but they don't have it... sobssssss :( I don't care, Mocha mudpie next weekend. This is the best thing I ever had after my surgery. Something that is not tasteless and disgusting :D
Ice creams every meal, cause that is the best thing I could find in a liquid diet.. :p Gaining weight like nobody else business.
I know it's super duper sweet but well, I told you I have a sweet tooth *wink*
And yeah, I know I still look BLOATED. I have no idea when will all the swells go off. So bare with all the photos, I can't really smile widely :p
Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssseeeeeeeeee

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My hair still look very long right?? Sigh, can't wait till I get my 38mm tongs... I want it now !!!!!
Urghhhhhhhh~Have to work tomorrow. How i wish my internship ends yesterday :(
Have to sleep now. Good Night peeps. xoxo

*ps : Fall in ♥ with the boyfriend blazer I saw in Zara. Where can I get nice blazer??

CHOP CHOP a thousand strands

2010-05-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

Finally got the guts to cut my hair. It's short now. Don't ask me why I cut it short. >.< It used to be on my hips and now it's above my shoulder. Kinda love it though, hahaha. Something new :)
Thanks Karen <33333 I went to try my tongs on the end so it went super curl.. zzzzz. The end supposed to be curling in but my cacat tongs spoil the whole thing. It will be above the shoulder after I curl it in. :)

*ps the end wasn't curl =.= the kepo sotong went to curl it XD

The jaw that bite

2010-05-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, i'm back :)

Back without a good condition cause I can't really talk and eat now. :(
Okay, first of all, As you guys knew, I went for my surgery and that made me came up with a conclusion. When a doctor says "it's not painful" please do expect a slight pain, if the doctor says "it's a bit pain" please beware!!! It will be "SUPER DUPER CHERRY BERRY EFFING PAIN"...

Before the surgery,I had 18 japs. Well I only had 9 at first but then the surgeon added another 9 of anesthetic japs due to the fear and tears I had that day(I think he knew the pain I could stand was 0). Gosh luckily dad was there to let me grab his hand during all those japs. Then he was asked to leave the room :( The doctor also told us the risks.....
-might suffer with temporary or permanent numbness at the tongue, cheeks, gum and lips.(only on the gum and tongue, hopefully they will go off soon)
-might have discoloration on the face (so far still okay)
-might have side effect, such as headache (still having it)
-might not able to taste move the tongue permanently or temporary (I still couldn't move it, I hope it's tempo)

I couldn't really see what happened in my mouth, all I could hear were the sounds of drilling, slicing, sawing, cutting, sewing and hell no that is not something you ever heard from a normal dental check-up. Oh ya, when he extracted one of my wisdom tooth, the blood splashed all over his glove, and I think all over my face, it's like a broken tap water. I almost fainted looking at it. I used to have 30 teeth, now I'm left with 22. =.= BOH GEH !!!! I swear if I would ever go through this kinda surgery again, I rather die. Trust me when I say it, I meant it.

The surgery was fast, about an hour-plus and it's done. When dad was asked to come in and have a look, I could see how shocked he was looking at me. I guess I looked bad that time. Dad said I was soooooooooooo pale and I barely could walk in a straight line. He had to hold me all the way to his car. Went home and I was in a HUGE pain (no kidding), I couldn't sleep and I feel dizzy whenever I stood up. I had 2 ponstan but they couldn't help at all. So I took another super strong painkiller by the name of --COD. Well, it took around 2 hours and I was in my deep sleep till the next morning. I slept at the guestroom cause I couldn't walk upstairs and because dad need to wake me up for meds. I woke up the next day trying to grab a drink and I fainted in front of the door instanly =.= My maid saw me and pull me over the couch, while poco thought I was playing with him @.@"

They fed me porridge water WITHOUT PORRIDGE. zzzzz It's worse than any other liquid diet I took.. and I have to wait till it's cool. Yucksssssssss. I rather starve myself but Bel and dad made me finished those yucky-so-called-porridge-water. And yeah, I went Pavillion yesterday, with all the swollen face and pains, I took painkillers so uhm it's numb.I had to put on blusher so I don't look like a vampire with swollen face(but when I got back I noticed I could barely remove my make up... PAIN). We went for ice creams and snowflakes.. haha that's all I could have for my meals. Couldn't walk much though, will get dizzy when I walked up or down. Thanks Cee for accompanying me. Thanks bel for buying me that adorable sotong, love it:) (*ps though you was there for a short while, I knew you were busy but you drove me there and accompany me till Cee arrived, thanks ^^)

My dad was worried, he was like my 24/7 nurse.. He boiled porridge water without porridge, barley without barley and he even remember when and what should I take for my meds.He checked me out like every 5mins? haha.. He even came by my office and brought me for lunch. Bel was caring too, She fed me toufu and that stupid tiny piece of toufu stucked at my wounds.. >.<" She then bought me soup, and she also brought another bowl to let the soup cool down faster (awwwww, how sweet...). She even double checked my soup to make sure it's safe to drink XD A big thanks to you both, muacks <3

awwww it took so many leave within this month, I hope I won't fail because of this :(

haha, I knew I shouldn't post this disgusting photo but yeaaaaa this is me after my surgery. Everyone laughed =.=
Bel thought I was biting cotton buds but I'm not >.< " **forgive me for such a long post. I couldn't talk that's why I posted this.. haha.. Have fun.

The imperfect jaw

2010-05-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

In a short while more, I'm going for my surgery. I'm actually very very very nervous and worried about it. I knew I will not feel any pain during the surgery but then I still couldn't accept the fact that the doctor is going to insert all his tools into my mouth for so many hours and I COULD HEAR THE SOUNDS !!! How I wish I could be in my deep dream when the doctor is doing it.. Due to a lot of reasons, I have to stay awake bla bla bla during the surgery. sigh~ Hopefully everything will be fine *pray pray pray*

But the good thing is I'm not going through all the swollen jaw anymore and I'm able to eat NORMALLY. But of course, I can't be eating anything except for Ice cream and jelly for the next couple of weeks. Well, what to do. >.<

Thanks for all the wishes and concerns my friends. Appreciate them a lot.. :)

XOXO,
Reanne

Lovely Touch ♥

2010-05-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

credited to Bel ♥♥ She loves this.. I love it too.. thx

This was random. But it's nice.

"I love life because what more is there." Anthony Hopkins

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♥♥

Hello peeps ~!
It's only 2 more weeks to finish my internship training and well I knew I've been complaining a lot about it. Bare with it. Working life ain't that fancy as I thought when I was in college (though it is not really a job but it sucks too). After 2 weeks, i can do whatever I want, I have plenty of time. And I better start planning on what to do now..:p

As you guys knew, I have a swollen jaw since last week and it wasn't getting any better :( Went to another doctor and I'm getting 4 minor surgeries on Saturday !!! As surgery I mean stiches, blood, pain and the worst thing --- DOCTOR !! Yea, I'm always afraid of doctor, always will forever will. Stop saying that all these are only because of what my mind thinks.. DUH~~ nono.. it's not.. Imagine if you are afraid of height and I ask you to stand on top of a cliff and tell you all these are just mind set. I guess you will probably fainted or suffocated by then XD So just bare with all the shouting and complaints. I did piercing , I did my tattoo and I knew it supposed to be scarier but it wasn't to me. I just dislike medical stuff, medicines, needles, japs, clinics, nurses and DOCTORS. If a doctor were to do a piercing on me, I swear I will shout my lungs out too. So how about asking the piercer to do the surgery for me? hahahah >.<

Can't wait to go shopping this weekend.. hahahaha. Been busy with competitions, practices and my work. So here I come... *purse crying* Hopefully I still can go this Sunday. I don't care, I want to go. And yea, please bring me for ice creams... :p

xoxo ♥♥

It wasn't that hard to be happy :)

2010-05-17T21:53:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to post this on Friday itself but I got home around 2am, went out on Saturday, Slept the whole Sunday and uhm here I am again posting during office hour (p.s when I don't have work to do of course XD)

Friday was fun. it's been a long time since we 3 went out to catch a movie. So we decided to go to TGIF for dinner right after my work so I can have my Choco Mudpie ( I still couldn't eat anything hard) and that's one of the restaurant that has TV so that Bel and Dad can watch their super-gan-jiong Thomas Cup badminton tournament. We went there and WAHHHH it was sooooooo packed. So we went down to Chillis, swt it was packed too. You can even see crowds standing outside the restaurant staring at the TV =.= So we went OH SUSHI. Our movie was at 1130pm and it's only 9 something right after we finished our dinner. So we decided to head to TGIF and see if we had chance to get a table, and yeah we managed to get ourselves a table and here I come my beloved MUDPIE.... ngiek ngiek.. XD And of course I'm enjoying my mudpie while the rest of the Tan's family were busy playing with their BlackBerry phone !!!! *envy* yeah yeah, I know I'm not a BlackBerry user but I'm using the so-called-inspired-BB phone --- Nokia E71.. wth.. =3

We watched IPMAN 2.... It was sooooooo nice.. worth watching.. Definitely.. I wouldn't mind watching another time.. So if anyone of you going for that movie, feel free to call me.. XD hahahahahha. Glad that dad love that movie too. Cause normally he doesn't watch love/ horror kinda movie but these kinda fighting movie will definitely catch his eyes. :)

And yeah, I told my dad about my blog and I actually noticed that he was reading my blog with his BlackBerry until the movie started >.<. Well, Bel told me "dai sei" but then wth. i don't care.. :p I write what I like here and I think it's a way to express myself so I'm okay with it.. XD Its a good thing that he can know me more perhaps? think it in a bright way. keke =3

Thanks Aunt Lily and Cee for this gorgeous killer heels.. Love it soooo much and yeah it's no kidding 5-inches heels..!! Really love it much.. thanks thanks..

Have you noticed that my face is kinda bloated.. sob sob.. my stupid jaw..

Posted in Chictopia

I am a Chipette :(

2010-05-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

The next day after the ADC Amateur League Dance Championships 2010, my left cheek and neck swell like a pig head !!! I woke up and thought I was too heaty or I had a sore throat. I get prepared and noticed that it wasn't just normal sore-throat. I barely could open my mouth to brush my teeth. So, I decided not to go to work and visit the doctor later. When I woke up around 10am, damn my face was just like a chipmunks, it's like storing something besides my cheeks.
Went to the doctor and he said I had "JAW DISLOCATION". We both didn't know how I got that but gosh it was so painful. I couldn't even swallow my own saliva. I had to split it out every few seconds. I took the painkillers the doctor gave me, but it didn't help at all. I was in pain till my dad came back from China and decided to bring me to another doctor the next day.
Daddy brought me to the ENT, Head and Neck specialist and the doctor said I had muscle cramp all over the ear till the neck, that is why I could barely open and move my mouth. But this only happened to one out of a thousand people. A very rare case.. SWEAT. and apparently I'm the very unlucky one.. zzzzzzzz (maybe I talked too much =3 )
Been at home for 3 days not going to office. I think people in the office might be pissed of me cause everyone is rushing for the 3D rendering. so I had to render all the 3D at home and email to them.. i'm sorry. :(

Hopefully, I will recover as soon as possible. I've already started to miss all the food. :( I hate soft food and liquid diet. I couldn't even take a bread.. sigh~ I can't talk, smile, laugh, yawn, sneeze etc. Imagine me writing "haha" with a super solemn face but smiling in the heart. XD
I also hope my jaw alignment will go back on track or else the 3 years with braces will be a waste. :( *pray pray pray*

I look like one of them now.. T_T

What should I call this? Mashed Watermelon. ewwwww it taste so bad although it's still watermelon. I just hate disgusting-looking food.

Chicken soup with no chicken. swt O.O"

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Oh ya, stay tuned for my DIY Ruffly headband and belt.
It goes well with any dress and occasion.
And it's easy. As easy I mean minimal sewing.
The cost are cheap too..

~Stay tuned~

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

It was Mother's Day yesterday. I did not get to pray my mum or bring my mom some flower. Because I went to the ADC Amateur League Open Dance Championship. This is bad right? I'm sorry mum.

It's been 9 years since my mum passed away. And I still miss her every moments in my life. Every time when I'm doing something or go to somewhere, how I wished she could be here. Be here to enjoy the happy moment, or maybe go through the hard time together. You will never know how much I hoped when I get back home, my mum is waiting for me at the door, telling me that she made me cakes, pies and stuffs. Every time when I do something, I will imagine how will that be when Mum is here with us. I guess it will be fun. Having her around us. We can share the joy and happiness. But these aren't going to happen. I have to accept the fact that she wasn't here anymore. I have to be independent, have to go through everything by myself.

Happy Mother's Day

Love to be loved ♥

2010-05-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

It was a working day. Ish I hate working Saturday.. :(
But luckily Bel is great enough to accompany me for some shopping spree. I've been tied up with my latin dance competition and works and it's been days since I went to a shopping mall. Haha.

So, we went TGIF for lunch. We actually ordered quite a lot of food. I also ordered my favorite Brownies.. Gosh, it taste sooooooooooooooo damnnnnnn freaking gooooood. It's been awhile since I took sweet food due to my stupid wisdom tooth and I broke the rules today. Who cares, I just love it so much. The caramel and the ice cream melting in your mouth.. Yum Yum :D
We also ignored how much calories we took that meal.. All we enjoyed were the moment we chit chat and those scrumptious food..

We also went shopping. Bel actually went shopping for some DIY stuff. Incredible right. I was pretty shocked too.. But well I'm glad she did that, at least it shows the feminine side of hers.

And I actually finished a whole lomo film there. haha.. Dad will kill me.. =x I can't wait till my film was developed. I wanna see how "good" is my lomo skill.. haha

Am having another dance competition tomorrow. But my leg swelled like a pig leg. Sigh. I couldn't fit my leg into the shoe. Been soaking my legs into hot water everynight and apply medication on it but they did not work. I was thinking of visiting the doctor after this competition but I never knew it will turn that bad.. Sigh~ I could hardly go down the stairs. Wish me luck people. :( Hope I can break a leg in the dance floor. Not breaking "the real ankle". haha..

Check this out. It is a video from the competition in Penang
Click here

All I want is to be accepted and loved. I really do.

2010-05-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

It was the 7th National Ballroom Dancing Championships. It was my 3rd competition and hell yeah I'm enjoying it :) That's not many people who joined this competition but we had fun. Besides preparing for competition we also went for good food in Penang :) And this is the very first time I joined Latin ladies event. My beginner event was kinda unfit cause the cha cha dance was out of pitch, but we managed to get into semi final for Jive. I also got the 3rd place in Ladies latin event. This was so unbelievable. I fell on the dancefloor when I was at the first hit and I sprained my leg. I was so pissedof myself, because I disappointed my partner and I sort of ruined the whole routine. I was so worried. But thanks god. We managed to get into semi-final and final, then the 3rd place. Yay~! And of course thanks for helping me to numb my leg so I can continue dancing. Thanks a lot :)

Eating " Char Kuey Teow" with coffee cups. *fun*

The ladies :)

On the way back. Look at our crowd

William & Luisa Danceworld Rocks

Camwhoring in the escalator ;p

The ladies again

My partners

My lovely partner & me

Thanks for dropping by :)

Taddaaaaaaa~ We got 3rd place in Ladies Latin Event :)
Great job. and let's do the deal this Sunday..

The boring post

2010-04-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yea. It's work time again and hey here I am. Well fyi, I'm posting my blog posts when I have nothing to do. So do not think that I am "Snake-ing" during work.. :p I'm not~!
Okay, i finally get my blog's header done.. Not really finished though. It still need a little touch up. But hell ya I took like the whole day to get this done.. My stupid PS ain't co-operating with me.. Maybe I should upgrade my PS or it's a hint for me to buy a new lappie? haha

This was last weekend. I only get to post it today. Been lazy to post for the past few days.
Baby Cee curls my hair.. haha.. what do you think? I think I look like a poodle. But yea I still like curls :)
Thanks Baby Cee and B for the photo (=

The fine dining with the red riding hood

2010-04-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

Went to SAGE in The Gardens hotel. It is a Japanese Fine Dining Restaurant and I highly recommend it :) I thought fine dinning is more like a food tasting kinda stuff but then I was full that night. It was great having people changing all your cutlery every time another meal was served. It was awesome to have small portion of each and every meal so you get to taste your food properly and really enjoy it instead of "blurp" it all into your tummy. Had a great night though ♥ it much. We should totally do it another time. My treat next time :)

*ps I forgot the names of them. It was too long to remember

Duck breast with Foie Gras. *yum yum*

Scallop with rice blended with fresh and dried seaweed (gosh i love this)

Some sort of fish and scallop. Nothing special but I love how the herbs taste like ♥

It was a clear soup with scallop and fresh prawns.

White Asparagus ♥♥♥

Pasta with dried seaweed :)

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Went for a night out for fine dining in a Japanese Restaurant.
Was wearing this shirt with a slack to work earlier but I added a LBD and stocking immediately after work.
I couldn’t recall where I bought this top from Fred Perry. Only remember I bought it when i was in a vacation.
Don’t really like to wear shirts because I always think that wearing shirt will make me look so formal.
But by adding another piece of LBD, i think it turns out good. I love it :)
I guess I should try matching shirts wit my outfits, they are comfy and I’m starting to like them <3

Bow to the BOW

2010-04-24T08:59:00.000+08:00

TGIF :) Finally we get to wear casual to the office :)
I’m kinda sick with all the so-called-corporate looking formal wear.
There are too many restrictions in my office so I miss my outfits :)
(FYI, we have uniforms so uhm there is no way I could look good in that)
That is why I picked this lovely outfit. it’s so comfy ;D
At first, I thought it will be too over with all the ribbons stuff. But I think it turned out well.
What do you think?? :)

*never knew i’ve had so many ribbons stuff. But I’m kinda into them these days. they are lovely <3

Leave me a comment =)
xoxo
Stay tuned ..

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Had salmon feast *yum yum* Raw salmon, grilled honey salmon, salmon soup noodles. Hmmmmmmm
It was too hard to resist and yea that is why I skipped dance practice :p Sorry partner
White wine with all the salmons in front of me . Damn how could I miss this... :D
Went back home at 2am and yea you guys don't need to work except for me. :( haiz~
Okay I better sleep now.. Good Night peeps :)

W&L Danceworld 18th Anniversary Gala Ball 2010

2010-04-18T02:13:00.000+08:00

It's 214am now. I just got back from W&L Danceworld 18th Anniversary Gala Ball 2010. I've joined danceworld since 3 years ago and I stopped for a year. But this is the first time I attend their annual dinner. Never knew it was that fun. We dance, we crap, we eat, we rock the floor. We dance with people besides our partner. That's awesome :)
They have lots of performance too.. The funny one, the pro one. All of them are sooooo entertaining. We focus more on the dance floor instead of taking our dinner.
We tried line dance too. haha.. But I only get to cope with 2 out of 10 of the steps.. haha.. slow learner perhaps. XD
Everyone from danceworld joined the dance floor. From the beginner to the Professional. All of us dance together with no boundaries. I enjoyed my night. So do everyone, I guess. :)
So good night peeps, will see you guys on Monday. lmao..
Sweet dreams and take care.

It was a Red & Green floral theme party. So I wore like a christmas tree. haha..
Kinda hard to dance with this outfit though.
But it's my favorite Turquoise *wink*

Rose Addict.

2010-04-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

Came back pretty late. I went to the factory in Banting..
Gosh there are dusts everywhere. No air-ventilation, not even a fan! Imagine what I've gone through from 11am till 5pm..
Got a summon too.. What an unlucky day :( it's like the 3rd one since I've started to work.. ish.
I skipped dance practice today, have to catch up for a dinner.
So I just picked something comfortable from my wardrobe cause I've been wearing the fugly uniform the whole day..
I found my long lost Rose printed stockings. Love the prints and yea I accidentally tore it after the dinner.. Your parquet flooring tore my stocking :( Please change it.. hate you stupid floor.

Dad actually asked me if I'm going to take Fashion Design in UK. I thought he was about to convince me not to stay there that long. Who knows he surprised me by saying :" If you are getting Fashion Design, you shouldn't be going UK.". I was like :"Paris then?". he nodded. hahaha (I was extremely excited, no doubt).
I then told him i will see first if he could fund Bel to finish her Law course in UK and gosh he surprised me again and said :" Don't worry, I've already prepared what you guys needed.
Yeeeeeeeeepeeeeeeee~ *drums rolling, roll the red carpet on the floor, playing the march in songs* HERE I COME PARIS <3 size="2">*bare with me with all the outfit posts. I'm not really good at it. Well I have to do it for the sake of my portfolio. So have fun :)

Yesterday Once More

2010-04-13T10:08:00.000+08:00

When I was young
I’d listen to the radio
Waitin’ for my favorite songs
And when they played I’d sing alone
It made me smile.
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they’d gone
But they’re back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.
Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they’re startin’ to sing’s
So fine.
When they get to the part
Where he’s breakin’ her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It’s yesterday once more.
Lookin’ back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.
It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I’d memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.
Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they’re startin’ to sing’s
So fine.
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.
Just like before
It’s yesterday once more.

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We fall , We learn.

2010-04-13T01:03:00.001+08:00

Check this out~ I'm still a newbie in this.. So bare with me.. keke XD
>>Enter here<<

Feel free to vote and comment :)
Thanks
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Rocking the dance floor

2010-04-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yay~! The competition has come to an end. Only took like 3 hours. XD
We have been practicing for only a week for those steps and yea of course we couldn't get into the semi-final nor final :P
Not really disappointed about that.. Not like I do not see this competition as an important one .
But this is what I've expected. All I want is to experience it. At least I rocked the dancefloor.
Love the feeling when I'm on it :) So relieved and relaxing :)
My hair is super hard now.. Having fringe is troublesome :( Have to spray the entire hair to make it still.
Am looking forward for Danceworld gala ball next week. Gonna have fun baby :)
I'm so lazy to upload all those video and photos. But I promise I'll upload them asap.
Maybe in the O**i*e? kekeke
Sometimes I just love my fishy sleeping eyes.
I know most of them hate it. But I think it's special in a way (not saying mine).
hate the chin. ALL BECAUSE OF THE STUPID BRACES !!!

* I wonder does my tattoo affect my latin dance? will the adjudicators give low marks because of it? Cause I've never seen any latin dancer with a tattoo. anyone knew it? please let me know.thx

Lomo Lomo Lomo :P

2010-04-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh.. I'm totally nuts now.. I want LOMO :(

I want my Diana F+ Mr.Pink Deluxe Kit.
So besides just sitting down and drool about my lomo camera.
I photoshoped my photo in order to get some lomo effects..

(The Original Photo)#1#2#3

Which one do you prefer? I personally like #2 better. XD
Bare with my lousy photoshop skills.
That's the only thing I could came up with in the office. :(
Imagine how boring I am here now. shhhhh

Papa Sotong's Big-Day

2010-04-10T10:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Will upload the rest of the photos soon.
the so-called Professional DSLR was out of batt, so bare with this photo taken by Bel's BB cam.

It was my dad’s birthday and I got back home after work pretty late. Around 630pm. The dinner was at 7.
Kinda rush so I just scan thru my wardrobe and found this dress. It was my first time wearing it.
I did not wear it because it was kinda loose. Couldn’t remember why I bought it. But i just love the details of the lace. :)
Had fun that night. And adding a belt really helps. wink

*p.s I love my outfit today :) and my bow hair band.. :P

Dancing under the Moonlight

2010-04-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

3 more days. Freaking 3 more days to our KLDA dance competition.
We only managed to mark our steps for less than a week. So, it's very very rush.
Have to practice until the studio closed every night.
I'm not sure if I'd improved, but I hope so.. Will try my best *wink*
Only 2 pairs of couples are joining this competition. Not really a big competition but then still only us.. *pressure pressure*
Wish me luck then..

Friday will be papa sotong's birthday. Haven't spot anything for him, don't even have time to shop too.. :(
Hope Bel could buy something for him tomorrow.
I'll try to finish up my card by tomorrow too .
Couldn't practice on Firday and Saturday and the big day will be on Sunday... GOSH

Anyway, I'm so excited that my company is actually paying us allowance...
Luckily we asked. Or else they might not even care to spare us any.
Still low-funded. :(

Okay, I better get going.. Good night peeps. xoxo

Random

2010-04-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

" We can't see you this Sunday"
" Why? "
" Because she is having her dance competition. "
" Oic... "
" Why not you come along? "
" Where is it? "
" Somewhere in Petaling Street. "
" PETALING STREET? "
" Huh ? "
" So? "
" IT'S IN KL."
" And ?"
" It's scary there. "
" You can come with me, I'm going too. "
" That's even scarier "

p.s Only we knew what is happening. Have fun.. Do not kill me when you see this.

If we ever meet again

2010-04-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhh~ Dance practice from 9-1pm is killing. My foot swell and hurt. I couldn't even wear my flats.. ARGH. I only left with one week to the upcoming competition next Sunday.

And yeah, we watched midnight movie and we crap till 1am. So I only slept at 3am. Damn tired. Just came back from Mid valley, didn't manage to find what I want. Kinda hard to find something I like recently.

Dad's birthday is coming soon. Have no idea what to give him. A card? I've did that like most of the time. The only choice we left is a phone.. But I'm in low fund now :( have to pay for private classes and competition enrollment fees. I need money!!!! I wonder if I get paid in my internship training.. Please please at least give me few hundred bucks.. haha.

Camwhoring when we were waiting for someone to get the bath done.

Sorry regarding the fish eye photo. I'm lazy =X

Polaroid? Lomo? Both? =x

2010-04-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

Howdy people~ Today have been busy but I'm happy. At least I'm doing something :) But I still manage to blog before 530. Been busy for the whole god damn week. Rushing our model making and tendering projects and yay TGIF. It's 511 and I hope no one will pass me work at the last minute.. XD

Last week was bad. Sad, Depressed, moody, stressed out, pressure everything came at the same time. So please forgive me for blurting out so many depressing posts. I'm enjoying my days now, though I don't really like to go to the office still, but I'm trying very hard to blend into the 9-5 working hours. Of course I will dozed off a bit.

It's already April. I've been here for a month ( 2 months more to go). And next week is going to be our competition. Gosh~ We could barely remember all the steps. Really have to practice very very hard. =3

Always wanted to buy lomo but I love Polaroid too. What do you think? Both are effect cameras and they use films. I knew we can photoshop-ed it but well it's different. :( Spotted a full set of Lomo in Bangkok @ the price of RM1k. Almost bought it but then my luggage couldn't fit it. awwww~ Went back to Bangkok the next trip and god damn it, they were out of stock!!! ish ish ish.

Bel said I wanted to buy Polaroid because everybody has it that is why I wanted it too.. Noooo. I had one, the "barbie" one and apparently something is wrong with it. So I want to get a new one !! Last time the film were so expensive, though it is still expensive now. But then I remember I used to buy like 5 boxes per month ( because I was still young and I just snap whatever I like. I even got one with my toilet bowl and barbie frame..swt)

Lomo effect are sooooooo nice and err it took very long time to photoshop it. So might as well get one camera that has the effect I want instead of photoshop-ing all the photos.. :(

I'm confused. Which one should I get. Pretty broke so hmmmm one at a time perhaps. Unless papa Sotong found one in China. *wink*

Still manage to get one done in Photoshop. Call me pro.. XD jkjk I knew it's ugly.
But I got it done in 5 minutes so this is what I have.
Seeeeeee. Photoshoped one ain't that real compare to the real one :(
Let me figure out how to photoshop an fish eye effect.
will post it tomorrow XD

Buaisss people. It's 530 and no way for me to stay any longer here.. haha

My soul has taken away from my shell.

2010-03-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

My eyes swell like I never had before.
Am I supposed to be happy or sad now. I'm pretty confused about it.
Reanne is no longer exist. I'm just a girl with a hollow soul.
How I wish you could be here with me.

I don't want this to happen.
I don't want to know the truth.
I don't want to overcome this alone.
I don't want to see you cry.
I'm sorry

I'm not strong. Not at all.

I cried.

The retard me =x

2010-03-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

It's earth hour !!~
Well, they said you should save the power and switch off the light.
So, I went to Mont Kiara and hang out @ starbucks with Bel, Claudia and Chee Chan.
Was suppose to go back my house in Mont Kiara, but then I was busy playing with the funny webcam thingy until 12am >.< *childish*
I was laughing so loud and I knew everyone was looking at me..
Who cares !~ =P i'm having fun *wink*
Dad made us very rich dinner. All of us were so full and satisfied.
Sorry for this stupid post, I just wanna post this photo up XD
Not going to talk much.

Will upload the rest of the photos asap.
gtg, Buaiss people, xoxo.

You tore me apart..

2010-03-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

I guess the only time I could blog is during office hours. Do not blame me for doing this. I knew it’s really wrong to do personal stuff during office hours. But try to think this way, I have nothing to do here and when I’m bored I’ll feel like sleeping. Sleeping is even worse !!

Speaking of sleeping, I was rendering my 3D yesterday and I fall asleep on my chair. My boss was called me and I was like :” HA? YES YES !”. DAMN !! Embarrassing max. I guess he will be thinking :” What is she doing here, besides sleeping and surfing the net, SHE IS DOING NOTHING !”. :(

You asked me to render a series of dry kitchen for an upcoming project. I rendered overnight on Wednesday until 3am yesterday. I did not sleep for like 30+ hours just to render this shit. And not to forget I went for dance practice every night. Until today, I came to office and found out that he asked Max to edit some jpeg which was actually the projects I’m rendering. So pissed off. Seriously sad about this.

I’ve been rendering non-stop just to submit everything on time. But apparently, you guys already rendered everything out. I knew I’m pretty useless here. But I asked you that day, is there anything I could help because I’m really sick of just sitting down. You gave me this and I’m really happy and excited. I don’t mind not sleeping just to render all these. BUT NOW I FOUND OUT THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY ASKING ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY DONE. You made me look like a fool man. This is not good.

I don’t know if I should feel glad that I’m free or should be sad that they might think I’m not capable of doing any work. I kept telling myself not to think that much. I might be over-concerned about these. But now everything was PROVED. Really hate you guys. You guys brought me down. You took away my excitement and interest in work. I’ve lost my aggressiveness in this office. I guess I should just fucking sit down and do nothing.

One little hollow sotong in the office.

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Luckily I could do something I really like every night. Been practicing my dance routine every night in studio. I have lots of upcoming activities and I’m really excited about that (yea, I get excited on everything easily >.< ) . Only when I’m dancing, I could forget about everything and just sway and move with the music. We crap a lot, we laugh at anything, we gossip and we love dancing XD

Here are the upcoming events that I’ll be participated in:

11/4 KLDA Dance competiton

17/4 Danceworld dance party

2/5 Penang dance competition

9/5 ADC dance completion @ Shah Alam

Cry me out...

2010-03-23T10:09:00.000+08:00

I've been complaning about my internship most of the time. I knew I couldn't say much about them. I'm the one who chose it. I have to deal with it now. But then at the very beginning, I was told that this was an interior design company. But it turned out to be an interior construction company, and they don't even have any interior design division. All they do is just kitchen, and yet modular kitchen which means all the design and measurement are fixed and it doesn't require any design on it. All you need to do is just fit in the kitchen into the given space. THAT'S IT ! (Frankly, I have no idea why do they need us here, as a 3D renderer?)

I'm starting to get used to just rendering and fairly doing nothing. But today, I felt so useless here. Although they only pass us their kitchen design and ask us to render, or maybe help out on presentation board. Did I mentioned us? Nah, It's only Max whom they will pass it to. I'm not being jealousy here. I just think it's unfair. He has to render all the 3D alone till midnight or even not sleeping. Me? Just sitting down and not doing anything. Like a vase.

It's not like I did not ask them is there anything I could help. But apparently my attempts always fail. They will tell me it's okay or just say no to me. But whenever they have a new projects, the first one they go to will be Max. I can't help him his work because it will be in the same area. The material and lighting might not be the same.

How I wish I could just tell them I quit and get away from here. I'm insulted. If you don't like my render, tell me. I'm here to learn and to improve. Not to sit down here doing nothing and try not to fall asleep.

I couldn't believe that I'm crying over these. I knew for sure my marks and results will be affected. How are you going to grade someone that is not doing anything? For sure my marks will be super low, nevertheless they will have no idea what to write on my reference letter. But is it my fault that I will get low grades in my internship training? Did I not trying to help out? No, its obviously not my fault and yes I wanted to help but apparently I'm not welcomed here.

FML.

The recent me

2010-03-19T15:49:00.000+08:00

What am I upto recently? frankly, nothing special.. I'm like a robot, doing my daily routines, work work work.. Except for one thing which is something I won't feel tired doing it --- Dancing.

Not going to say much about my job.. Work sucks.. It's been 3 weeks and I'm still sitting and waiting for the time strike 530pm. At least Max is better, he gets to render 3D.

Speaking of dancing, I decided to take part at 2 dance competition.. One is in Shah Alam and another one will be in Penang. And my new partner will be ......*TAAADAAAA* Mr. Thomas. haha. Hope we could make a great dance partners.

He of course has to cut down on food and do more exercise. It's a must. But from what I see, he is doing really good. Good luck and thanks for the hard work.. Promise will belanja you right after the competition :)

I am going to take part at the ladies event too. It's my first time, but no harm trying. It sounds fun to me. haha Imagine 2 ladies wearing ladies constume and dance together. Kinda funny but it might turn out nice. My lady dance partner will be ms. sweetie Hollie :) Hope that we can get along well and dance the floor out *dreaming* hahaha..

Regarding my further studies, 30% of it were done.. Left with the visa applications and the offer letter from them. Not to forget our model making and internship training transcript. I have no hope at both of the subjects. Our model are way toooo late for submission and we haven't get it done yet. Internship? I don't think I can get high grades by not doing anything in the office..

I think that's it for the updates of me recently. Will be back soon (i hope). My line sucks here.